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italian375 50M
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8/6/2005 12:36 pm

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Lonelyness what a feeling. How does one cope with so many years of being alone? What drives someone to stay alone. I need the interaction, the laughter, the goofiness that happens on a saturday morning between two people who enjoy each others company. Waking up to a smile, a beuatiful naked body... I do miss this. It hasen't been that long for me, just over six month, but it is starting to take it's toll on me. The sex is not the problem. I have no problem finding sex, waking up beside someone who looks, tired, worn out and like she just won the marathon in record time is the problem. Sure, it was a lot of fun, but now what? Where does it go from here? I guess I'm more of a romantic then I think, maybe I need the companionship more then the sex right now in my life. I want that feeling of waking up on a bright saturday morning, her eyes and her smile are telling me "I'm here with you, no one else and there is no other place I rather be".
So, today I feel a little down, or maybe just lonely. Hoping that one day soon I will be waking up beside someone who looks at me that way.

Sorry if I'm boring to some of you, or I don't
have a sexual story to relate so that you can read at and coment on.

This is the time and space I'm in today, tomorrow is another day!

misbhavinsatx 55F

8/6/2005 1:03 pm

Boring... no never. You would be surprised hopw many of us are feeling the same way. Sex last only minuetes, the connection we make that has us staying over night and waking up next to that person... well you discribed it.I too want to wake up to someone after a beautiful night of being together, turn over smile at him and know that there was more to last night then a sexual encounter. Hang in there, you will meet someone who's gotten past the SEX only phase and is ready to wake up next to you.Hugs and Kisses from ~~JAN~~

italian375 50M
4 posts
8/7/2005 11:04 am

Thanks for your encouraging words, they go along way.

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
8/12/2005 5:45 pm

i have to agree with you. Sex is one thing but passion and actually feeling wonderful waking up to this person is another thing. Sometimes the desire for physical satisfaction can not surpass the desire for more, a connection of hearts and souls.

italian375 50M
4 posts
8/12/2005 7:24 pm

I know, it is trully wonderful to have that connection. The physical side can be aquired at any time, being as one is the difficult part. Sometimes we don't realize what we have until it's gone, but you promise yourself that when it happens again you are going to enjoy every moment. As I see it, I would be very fortunate to be in that position with someone that makes me feel that special. It dosen't come around that often

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