I will see her again.....  

italian375 50M
11 posts
8/9/2005 10:59 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I will see her again.....

Sitting at a patio last night with some friends having some drinks enjoying the warm summer night in the Peg. It is hard to imagine any other place that has so many beautiful women. Anyway, sitting there conversing with friends, and here comes this beautiful woman towards us. There had been so many during the night, but this one was just in a league of her own. So I'm sitting next to or closest to the sidewalk. As she is approaching, I could not keep my eyes off of her. I reach for my drink just so that It would not be so obvious, I take a sip and look up and find these unbelievable green eyes starring at me. We make eye contact and she smiles. One of those smiles that says I noticed you looking at me and I think your kind of sexy yourself. So I smile back, not knowing what else to do. She continues walking at a very casual pace past us and three things happen at that precise moment.

1) The table behind us was occupied by three 3 young men around mid to late twenties. I hear one guy say "Did you guys see that woman, F*%@ she was hot"! (Typical)

2) My friend sitting beside me who had the same view as me, turns to me and say "You see there goes a woman who will make you lose your family, friends, house, money, and when she is done with you she will send you packing". Of course I disagree.

3) I wanted to get up, chase her down the street, talk to her, ask her to come over and have a drink, make love to me, have my children, all at
the same time. But I could not move, I was stuck to my chair, I was afraid. For the first time in a long time I felt afraid, intimidated, afraid of being rejected, I felt inadequate. What is happening to me I thought to my self. I know she smiled at me, the invitation was there, or was it? Maybe it was my imagination, Maybe she was being polite? She probably smiled at many men during her walk, probably someone ran after her and invited her for a drink and she is having a great conversation, enjoying her self and he's DEFINITELY enjoying himself right now.

For the remainder of the night, I felt like I had missed on something, at the same time, hoping and excited to see her again on her way back.
Then what, what would I do?

She never did come by again and I went home pondering what if. No, I did not go hone and satisfy myself thinking of her, I think I'm beyond that. Instead, I had a scotch on the rocks, listened to pink floyd "Wish you were here" jumped in the shower and thought I will see her again....

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
8/12/2005 5:43 pm

You should have gone after her, you had nothing to lose...just an opinion as I can be quite bold at times.

italian375 50M
4 posts
8/12/2005 6:48 pm

So can I, Sometimes, but not that night. But it's nice of you to visit, thanks. Hope your doing better, your last blog was real nasty, sorry. Talk to you soon

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