Is it wrong?  

innocentNsexy05 32F
277 posts
9/1/2005 7:51 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Is it wrong?

Ok I have been wondering is it wrong that I have no desire to get married? I mean I know given my age its not, but I am so serious. Not many people take me as that though. I really have no plans to ever get married, I could give a shit less about it. grrr.....A majority of my friends are married and got married straight out of high school and now have kids. But that's a day that has been drilled into our heads as little kids.
So anyways.....I haven't been sleeping good or feeling very well so all I have been having some massive weird dreams when I do sleep or I lie awake pondering sexual fantasies. mmmmmm......lol. I would love to have someone just sneak up behind me....of course not let me know what was happening and blindfold me.....drive me off somewhere secluded...proceed to take me in to whereever then before anything undress me in the doorway drag me to the bedroom or some other random room, bed, or other random place. Tie my hands up and have their way with me. Then reveal who they are and follow up with just a simple dinner. Just the idea gives me chills....hehe...I think it would be much of an adreline rush and be very fulfilling. You see I am such a spontaneous person I don't like plan things because most of the time they get scratched and it leaves me upset....or gets my hopes up. So I love to live in the spontaneous lets do it mode. Because there is so much I want to try out there, and I think most of the time the more I know something is gonna happen in the future the more I doubt and second guess it. Most of the time I build myself up and it lets me down. That hasn't happened in a long while but I live spontaneously! hehe
We will see if I can find someone who can live up to being as spontaneous as Iam!?!


aksexaholic 41M

9/1/2005 11:27 pm

Damn Girl you give some great visuals. Your mind should be insured because your creative talent is amazing. You should write erotic novels


aksexaholic 41M

9/4/2005 12:04 pm

I am going to have to agree with Thorval on this one. IT isnt wrong to know what you want and if not getting married is it....then go with that. You are way ahead of the game. Alot of women have no idea what they want out of life! Be happy and have fun and do whats best for yourself.


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