As if the drama doesnt stop  

innocentNsexy05 32F
277 posts
1/10/2006 6:13 pm

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4/25/2006 5:49 pm

As if the drama doesnt stop

Wow. Can my week get any worse. Now I have a friend that I love dearly used to be one of my boytoys and I just can't get him out of my system he is very addictive and helped teach me a way to be more independent and outgoing. Brought out the general freak in me. Now Im not looking for advice I already know how Im going about deal with this. After the I just lost 4 close friends in Iraq I realized my best friend is never gonna be there for me when I need him. Its like planning an injury 3 months in advance in a way. My life likes to throw drama curve balls. Now Ive been relatively drama free more than I was before I left the country and came back about a year ago. Im to that point that Im ready to kick him out of my life completely and ban him from coming back. But this person has always been there for me in the past this makes the 2nd time in a month Ive needed a shoulder to cry on and someone to just hold me till I fall asleep. You know no other things no sex just a hug a shoulder and a whisper that everything will be ok. Is that so hard? My gf who is such a cutie came over since my friend had other obligations. So thanks Im glad Im important. Ive been there and drove clear across town in the middle of the night and day for him when he was at the end of his rope. I love guys they realize that their gonna lose something good so they see if they can live without it and then chase after they realized they should have given it up.
Im gonna miss our friendship....because he is a great guy but a friendship cant be one sided no matter how many times you try.

rm_junofun 48M

1/10/2006 9:46 pm

aw darlin
sounds like ya are really having a rough go of things. sorry to hear of your compatriots and of your "friend". one sided doesnt work.
but remember, no matter what the profile says, there are still quite a few of us nice ones around. specially those of us with broad shoulders. ya ever need an ear, feel free to shout.

lizzerd_phantom 34M

4/1/2006 9:03 pm

it sounds like you had a hard time with it but it sucks some guys are jus well i realy dont got a word for it some jus dont know what to do when when a girl needs conforting or someone to listen and some well we understand and deal jus fine jus remember there are all kinds of guys with different quirks but not all of us are ununderstanding

i had it thought out i dont think it came out right so i hope i dont ofend anyone

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