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ingenue29 41F
31 posts
2/28/2006 7:43 pm

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i had my first black out.. not passed out asleep but awake blackout.. loss of time.... wo!
too much alcohol or a micky???
i guess i will never know.
i was fucking her and dont have even a flash of of memory.ppl said i was outta whack need help and learn self control... she someting i didnt like and i punched her.. i dont have a flash of htat either
guess i wasnt mean just very physical. everyone htere liked form what was told i just dont remeebrb anyting.
i have forgotton about meeting someone or even kissing em but not to remember housrs of time ....wo!

playtime44uandi 52M
6545 posts
3/6/2006 6:22 pm

Been there done that! When I was younger I lost a few minutes-hours at a time too. They never told me I did anything weird or violent. But I couldnt remember what I did. I made some contous efforts to drink less when I drank though. eventually I cut back to where I mostly drink for the flavor of the drink. Not to get drunk.

~We'll Leave The Light On~


ingenue29 41F

3/7/2006 3:50 am

ey well i have my days ..its all about the flavor and the flavor gets soo good it leads to another and another,its more what i frank.... her and i drank mad dog.... havent had that since high school and that shit will messa person up ....as it did me and her.
i usualy only drink a few beers this time drinks on her and that was her choice and we were drinking fast sooooooo much in like half hour.......well her and i are ok today and have had our second round....


timberwolf6972 44M

3/31/2006 3:13 am

I haven't had any blackouts in a while. There were times in the past though that I was fucked up on liquor and pain pills and couldn't remember how I got to where I was. There were even times that I woke up in a chic's bed and don't even remember going there. I'm trying to behave these days, I haven't done any crazy shit in a while {=}


ingenue29 41F

4/2/2006 2:47 pm

what you sayin.... u wanna have do some crazy shit cuz its been awhile...LOL>.BTW you are a very good looking man. bandannas i find to be soooo sexy!!! band hte goat t and the hard look,, and and and well u have alot that is sexy!
thanks for comment


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