self imprisonment  

CopseAuralRunty 45M
929 posts
5/23/2006 1:43 pm

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self imprisonment


There are several things that separate us from animals. Most physical differences are obvious; thumbs, bone structure, amount of hair, teeth and nails.

What about their thoughts and mental health. It would be so incredible to just think about food, shelter and procreation. We have these beautiful minds that get us into so much trouble. While at the zoo recently, watching the monkeys play in their cage, I realized a difference. They are put into cages, but they still play and interact as free monkeys. I am a free adult, but I put myself into mental and emotional cages.

I recently got an email from an old girl friend. I have been shut down for a little while now over it. I have lost sleep and have been consumed by anger at the way she left and the longing to see her again. She is 14 hours away, I do not want to get involved, do not want to be pulled into the drama that surrounds her every day. But for some reason I locked myself up into a mental prison over it. (over what?)

What if the monkeys would do that? What if the focus was on the bars that they can not change? Would that destroy their world? This is something that i can change....Just walk away and it is over.....done. What the hell was I thinking.
Reality is such a subjective thing, and it is too easy to get is skewed.

I feel like I dropped a heavy load, the burden of nothing real was weighing me down

Set yourself free

Women Women everywhere and not a pussy to eat......


rm_DarknStar 54F
2823 posts
5/23/2006 8:32 pm

indydirtydog....What in the hell am I going to do with you!.....Your thing with this girl that so far away. For sometimes, we want what we can not have! But oh well I think there more to this story that I dont know about. I cant wait to talk to you again on this and see whats going on. I want to wish you all the luck on this, your going to need it! Have faith, for some of us has been in your shoes before and to the present!!

On a lighter side, WE (as in me and you) need to be caged together. I promise to act like a monkey, if thats what you want. Im sure you have a banana, that would satisfy my hunger!!

Miss ya......*HUGS*


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