Birthday Party is over.....  

imzadiS 48F
49 posts
4/29/2006 10:12 pm
Birthday Party is over.....

sigh.... yup looks like he ran out of life threatening disasters to put me off...

and my hair isn't as blonde any more and ive been reading this really cool book called "Hes just not that into you" gawd the things we will listen to and believe and for so long...

anyway... ive come to this all on my own "yeeeaahh go me" if you meet someone on line.... they are ON LINE even when i go in the hospital laptop comes with me... if they have more then one comp... they are ON LINE... if they have cable they want a dependable connection because they are ON LINE and..... everyone loves mail... even snail mail.. everyone who loves being on line likes getting email... so ok put it all together... Hes on line somewhere.... just avoiding me which is fine, i asked him to let me go long time ago but he just kept lingering it on... anyway.. even though people have lives and not all are total on line addicted nutcases... if you are registered with these places.. you ck your emails...

not going to bore you with all the details of what made me question all this and him.. what really sucks is he seemed really nice and had a great car and we got along well...(he also talked to and met my kids, sheesh)

i know this is a place where people meet and if they are lucky might know or remember the persons name an hour later... or just friends with benefits... whatever it is, its fine to everyone their own shade of life...

what bugs me is when they KNOW you aren't in it for one night stands... and you are looking for something more on a personal level if the meeting goes well... and you know if you like someone enough to be around them! anyway... they know all this and use you for the piece of meat they wanted and you become a notch in their headboard (if you let it go that far)

i think if their profile says hey i only want girls - guys leave them alone... if they say they want a Master don't mock them if you aren't interested and aren't one..leave them alone... if they say "if only looking for one night stands or friends with benefits keep browsing" then leave them alone if thats not what you can own up to

in the swing and play and sex all day does respect still stand anywhere?

i wonder...

justy


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