ih8usrnames 40M
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2/14/2006 8:51 pm

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3/14/2006 8:26 pm


At times, in sexual frustration, I've really hated the fact that I was born straight (as opposed to homosexual). I mean, relying on developing relationships with women for sex is too much effort. A nuisance. Seriously.

We were working together on something and I was "into" her if you know what I mean . She was animated in conversation and friendly, smiling frequently and playing with her hair occasionally.

She was trying to say something to me but I could't concentrate. After the third time I finally caught some understanding. This has to be some kind of "give-away" on my part but maybe this heightened her curiosity instead of snuffing it.

I lost my thoughts in breif moments when our faces were only inches apart. Slight infatuation dominated my concious thought, brought about by soft skin and blue eyes sheilded by rimless glasses. I smelt her breath and.......garlic. Now you would probably think "ewwwwwwww", but, somehow for me it just didn't work out that way.

Somehow, feeling the familiar tingling I allowed my mind to wander. In my minds eye, savouring her scent with its tones of garlic and all, I fantasize I'm losing the path of concious movement and riding the waves of slow sexual release. Kissing her upper arm, pushing aside her hair with my mouth and nose, slightly lingering in its stunning fragrance, touching my lips to her cheek, locking her eyes and finally meeting her lips with my own. And oh so hard! Oh so right! I love being straight! I loved that fact that I wanted to kiss and embrace this woman....garlic?? Who cares!! This woman.......


Concentration is a problem. Especially when there were other people present in the place that we are. It's hard to keep your mind on sexually exciting a woman (or whatever) when your trying to tame an erection. And, since there are others present, your doubly as self concious.

If there weren't other people there I may have felt alot freer to be myself. Just to let it show instead of hiding it somewhat, however, I must have been giving off subtle signals.

I really need the 1-on-1.

sideline1968 48F

2/15/2006 1:00 am

Love your handle ...

Really enjoyed reading this post.

Reminded me of past "lost opportunities".

mangomamiCT 41F

2/15/2006 8:31 pm

what does a man do exactly to tame an erection ? I'm interested .

MONA_14 29F

2/17/2006 5:10 am

I enjoyed reading your blog and wish that you are our Friends

ih8usrnames 40M

2/18/2006 12:03 am

sideline: I really do hate user-names!!! (and passwords too for that matter) I glad you enjoyed it

mangomami: Perhaps with a o-o and ?* but I don't know if thats my thing

sillohette: office sex....sounds good

MissKittyNip26 105F

2/20/2006 9:38 am

LOL... very interesting post.. glad I made it over here finally!!

ih8usrnames 40M

2/21/2006 1:19 am

Glad to see u here too

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