i am weak  

i_fuck_dirty 33F
137 posts
1/11/2006 10:46 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

i am weak


i admit
i am weak
i thought i was strong
i've been strong for years
but tonight you've drained the strength from me
mind body and soul
battered and bruised
there is nothing left but sadness
fear
lack of esteem
consuming my thoughts
with little room to breath
so much need
but too weak to cry
the frustration is building
with little release

i admit
i am weak
i wish i could take a pill like i used to
and lie in my bed
hope to god it will numb me
just a little bit
a moment
one second of relief
to simply stop feeling
to forget you
and everything about you

i admit
i am weak
too weak
the pill is all i have
to keep me from feeling
oh god how i wish i could not feel

i admit
i am weak

SirMounts 102M

1/13/2006 4:20 am

To feel weak, yet be so beautiful, reveals the gentle artistry of you.


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