could it be possible that i am actually your real god  

iOfTheBeholder 38M
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7/18/2005 6:26 am

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could it be possible that i am actually your real god


cannot find a single (or married/attached) person to chat with tonight, and yet i sit here watching my yahoo messenger just waiting for someone to come online. its not that i don't have any friends, i had 5 to choose from last night and chatted till 1 this morning, but tonight it is monday again and the world has returned to the start of another week.
a ponderance of paradigms led me inexplicably towards whether there is a "reality independant of an observer" and as i sit here talking to myself (really that's what this is isn't it) i come to the realisation that if it so then i am some kind of masochist bringing this situation on myself where i am destined to go to bed early .... maybe that's what it is, i need more sleep, and this is my reality that i have created to force myself to go to bed early tonight and not actually an attempt to sabotage my sanity through self imposed boredom.
Now i enter a new plane of thought that brings me back to the original question of personally created reality, and the epiphany of realisation that it might just be my own personal reality ... in which case WELCOME TO MY WORLD AND AREN'T YOU GLAD THAT I CREATED YOU

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