everything is over...  

hotandpinkcunt 36F
55 posts
2/22/2006 9:58 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

everything is over...

For God seak, I went out with him tonight, I got the answer...
I had a bad day today. During our conversation, I received a phone call from a bastard, he just bullshit around, and a drama queen who thinks that she is the most beautiful chick in the world, she just bullshit around as well. Damn it! if she wants to bullshit around, if she thinks everyone loves her, go and jump over the building.
well, he and I have been talking for like 3 hours, he memtioned that he is gonna see his girl friend's folks next month. he talked about his girl friend so many times tonight. I am pretty sure what he was trying to do and make me understand.
Hell yeah, it hurts, but that's life. too much drama. too many drama queens, and drama kings. non-stop.. Sick of that! I am gettin tired of a shitty life like this. people just won't stop bothering you. why the hell is that?
well, I just blocked some assholes and I am backing the fuck off. I don't want drama in my life, and I don't need them. they can bullshit with the others.
everything is over now. stay away from trouble. never go to that drama place, do my own business, let people bullshit around then the others' tongues are wagging while they are fooling around. they better read bewteen the lines.

whats4dessert2 49M

2/23/2006 5:52 pm

Wow hon, I really don't want to sound patronizing here because I know you're hurting right now but you really need to take a deep breath and count to 10. Repeat after me Yut, Yi, Sum, Sei, mm, look chsut, but, gow, sup...ok now, like I said, I know you're hurting. I've been there. I'm sure it felt differently for me than for you but you can be comforted in one thing and that's the fact that your intuition was correct. It seems this guy was a player and, from your previous posts, you sort of knew that. This just confirms it to you.

I don't want to diminish what you're feeling in anyway and I'm not trying to make you feel like you should have known better. We can't change how we feel about things. We can only adjust what we choose to let people see about how we feel.

It's probably very difficult for you to see the positives in this but, on the bright side, you won't be wasting any more of your time on this jerk. Put it down to a learning experience and move on. You have friends that will support you and people that you know from here that will support you as best we can and you'll get through it.

Now smile hold your head up when you go out and let him know that, because of his actions, you're actually the winner in this because you're better off without him

Free_as 50M
4 posts
2/25/2006 3:59 pm

A way to stop all the bullshit in your life is too say no to it. Meaning....when someone starts with their crap ...just say sorry I have to be somewhere...anywhere....and when someone starts talking crap...you don't have to listen to it.....you have the choice of your own destiny. easy as.. just don't get involved. Your life is just that....your life.....you should never have to worry about anything.. and I mean anything.

So go for it and have fun.

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