Endings.....  

hotandhorny107 58F
339 posts
8/10/2005 11:47 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Endings.....

Why is it that emotions have to get in the way? I met someone from this site, (whom I have written about before) and now it is, for all intents and purposes over. Family problems have come between us and the need to attend to them first has become a priority. Now I can understand and empathize, being a parent myself, but what has happened to the thought that one needs to tend to oneself before being able to deal with another's needs? Not selfishly mind you. Just having an escape hatch is a good thing for the psyche.

I do not know if I am angry, but in a way I am, since who are you to decide what is best for me?
I was willing to take whatever you had to offer me. I told you that there were no strings and even though I had come to care for you very much as a friend and a lover, I still wanted to keep it a no strings thing. At least you had the courage and consideration to tell me to my face, unlike others I have had experience with.

Does it hurt? You bet, but only because again someone else did not give me the option of making my own decision. Why is that, I wonder? I am not a child. I know what I want and don't want, and am old enough to realize most of the implications and consequences of my decisions. At least most of the time. Is deciding for me a way for you to take control of a lousy situation? I saw the look in your eyes. The resolve to end our relationship, the pain and worry of your own situation as it is now. But did it have to end? Will I ever hear from you again? Or see you? Or will you disappear as most good things in my life seem to? That is the question of the day


rm_Mick22059 57M

8/11/2005 2:35 am

For everything lost,there is always something gained.


rm_luvtooples 39M
2 posts
8/11/2005 11:24 am

Don't think of this as a loss. Think of it as a challange to go out there and find some one to please you in other ways that you haven't had the chance to do or was shy to do ie. (3sum) I think there are alot of people out there wanting to meet you. Don't let you dreams and desires ponder in your head. Make them real.


methodman1000 40M
1775 posts
8/11/2005 11:27 am

"what dosen't kill you will make u stronger"......


Treadwell3 52M

9/3/2005 6:34 am

It's almost impossible to keep emotions out of a relationship even if it is entirely sexual. Maybe he was becoming too attached to you and that scared him.


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