Weird  

hot2trot696969 51M/52F
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4/20/2006 2:26 pm

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5/30/2006 4:32 pm

Weird


You would think that with all the good things I have in my life such as a great husband and lover, that I would be on top of the world. Why then am I in such a funk today? Why can't I continue on with my life? Why should I miss someone so terribly that I have never as much as met in person, only in chat? I know in my mind that I am being silly and that I never once meant as much to her as she did to me. (I probably was only a way to pass the time of day when she was bored.) Guess I took for truth the things she said without considering the type of site that we met on. Anyhow, some days I think I'm getting better and then bang! A day like today. And no reason other than the fact that I worry about her and pray that she is doing okay. Time heals they say. I'm getting tired of waiting for Old Father Time to do his thing with me. And that's my rant and feeling sorry for poor Mary today. Forgive me.

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