Accepting  

hornycouple5187 48M/45F
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10/14/2005 1:05 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Accepting


When I first found out that she was mentally handicapped I went into denial "not my baby" I can't deal with that kind of crap. Then I became very angry and all I could do is hate... the doctors, myself, my normal child and yes even my abnormal child for being locked in this fate. After the anger passed came the depression. All I could think is how this happened and why. The question: Why us? Why her? Why God, why? The tears kept flowing, my eyes will never dry. LOVE, HATE,PITTY,SADNESS... all these different emotions that I feel for this mentally handicapped chid of mine turning around inside of my head like a ferris wheel. Finally the acceptance comes flying quietly into my heart on the wings of a dove. The answer: God has chosen her as his angel to show the world around her how to love.

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