The Way It Is  

horneynymphgirl 50M/47F
16 posts
4/11/2005 9:21 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The Way It Is

Little things about women have always turned me on. They way they walk, move, try to act like they are disqusted by certain scenes. I am engaged and very happy. I just have a craving to be with women, even if it is just for a friendly lunch or shopping at the mall. What woman doesn't crave such things. I knew even as a girl that I was fascinated by women. I had a girl friend in High School, but at the same time, I also needed to have male companionship. So I just always kept it a Big Secret. I was married for 15 years and had 2 wonderful boys, now I am divorced and engaged, and still I crave to be with a woman. I would love to have a friend that I could trust to keep my secret. Someone that I could talk to that has the same desires as I do. Just a friend that can share my most intimate secrets with, and maybe have soem fun taking care of each others needs as well.

Society has made such things to seem wrong, but I am not stopped by it, I just want to keep the relationship that I have with my partner, and also have a close friend that I can call when I need to talk, take walks with, go to lunch with, and shopping with, even if it is window shopping at Victoria Secrets.


Apolybear 54M

4/12/2005 3:27 am

Lisa, why does having a girlfriend have to be a secret? I'm guessing that your fiance wouldn't approve. Society is never going to approve of alternative lifestyles, so hiding it from public scutiny is understandable. Hiding it from your partner is something different.

Have you considered removing those people from your life who can't except you for who you are? There are men and women out there who are comfortable with bisexuality. Relationships are difficult enough to sustain without having those kinds of secrets.

Good luck...

horneynymphgirl 50M/47F
6 posts
4/12/2005 8:02 am

My fiance knows that I like to be with women. And has often commented that maybe I should bring someone home. I am not sure if I am ready for that kind of thing though. But to be honest I would do almost anything to make sure that my man is taken care of. He has never said that it really botherd him. I just don't know if I am ready to let him know how I really feel. And if I ever do commit to bring home another woman to share my bed with, I don't know that I could handle my man being there too.

horneynymphgirl 50M/47F
6 posts
4/19/2005 1:05 pm

Well...this is the way things are at this time....we met a couple who are both bi...and we are going to now get to know each other and see where things are going to and my fiance are both bi-curiouse....and I found out through extesive conversation...that he is really more bi curiose than I thought he how cool is is almost like a huge relief. He is worried now that I will not think as much of him afterwards, but I love him even more now that he is willing to be openly honest with me. I hope this works out...If not then we will just have some new friends.

hotsteve47 60M

11/23/2005 11:03 pm

hi want to meet im steve.

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