why should I  

honestandreal30 41F
211 posts
3/20/2006 8:43 am

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3/23/2006 2:38 pm

why should I


why should i bother
why should i care
i have went this long
depending on nothing
but myself.

my heart empty
confused and hurt.
more pain with each day.

why do i care
alone i have always been
why do i care
what my heart wants

give up, that
is what i want
just stop, no
more trying to live.

honest
real

bigknob1958 52M

3/20/2006 9:53 am

It's a pity to read someone with an obvious talent on such a downer with herself!What you must realise is that there are always things to look forward to,even if they're small things that only you appreciate.Life is an infinite galaxy of possibilities...enjoy it.[p.s.-What a fantastic bum you have-let's see more of you....there has that cheered you up?]Visit my blog and leave a comment if you like.


THEREALJOKER1 40M

3/20/2006 10:21 am

FOR SOME REASON........IT MAKES ME DEPRESSED.........STOP IT BABE......IF YOU NEED SUNSHINE IN YOUR LIFE......YOU CAN CALL ME.....SEND ME AN EMAIL IF YOU WANT MORE INFO....


honestandreal30 41F

3/20/2006 9:08 pm

    Quoting bigknob1958:
    It's a pity to read someone with an obvious talent on such a downer with herself!What you must realise is that there are always things to look forward to,even if they're small things that only you appreciate.Life is an infinite galaxy of possibilities...enjoy it.[p.s.-What a fantastic bum you have-let's see more of you....there has that cheered you up?]Visit my blog and leave a comment if you like.
bigknob...first, thanks for stopping by. and for saying i have a talent. What you says is true...and yes somewhere there is cheer but do not feel it right now.

honest
real


honestandreal30 41F

3/20/2006 9:09 pm

    Quoting THEREALJOKER1:
    FOR SOME REASON........IT MAKES ME DEPRESSED.........STOP IT BABE......IF YOU NEED SUNSHINE IN YOUR LIFE......YOU CAN CALL ME.....SEND ME AN EMAIL IF YOU WANT MORE INFO....
joker...sry to depress you but that is how i am feeling right now. thought i had found sunshine in my life but oh so wrong.

honest
real


THEREALJOKER1 40M

3/21/2006 8:54 am

IF YOU WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FUNK.......I MEAN REALLY GET OUT OF IT......LET ME KNOW.....TOO MUCH TALENT TO STAY DEPRESSED......JUST KEEP SINGING STEVIE WONDERS 'SUNSHINE'......C-YA


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