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I'd love to tell you that my blog is always exciting and action packed with sex. But, the fact is that it's pretty much just a collection of my thoughts from time to time. There are spicy moments and jokes thrown in, but mostly I like to ramble on about my day. I like to ramble with open ended questions to anyone just cause I don't plain get "it." And probably most often I like to write about stuff and end up rambling about whatever's on my mind.
If you haven't figured it out by now.... I TEND TO RAMBLE. That's how I get stuff out. Your comments and opinions are always welcome and desired. This is an open forum for ...... anything. All are welcome. I try not to edit too much though so I apologize for not always being eloquent and for the occasional bad spelling and inevitable grammar errors that ensue. Do me a favor and look past them.... pretty please  , lol......O, yeah. And, if you comment and are a standard member stop by again later. I respond to pretty much everything everyone says on my blog.
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Guest book......
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Sep 28, 2007 8:31 am
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Hey all,
Thought I'd make a guest book... so when you drop by... say hey and let me know what you think. I mean I did go to all the trouble of writing out this here post and all. And just for you....
GO AHEAD AND SIGN IT!!!!...... YA KNOW YA WANNA...
Make sure to come back. I Hope to see you around more   ......and tell your friends too, lol.
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Sticky blog for chatting
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Sep 16, 2007 10:24 pm
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I've seen a couple people do this; having a sticky blog at the top of their listing where people can leave messages that only they can see. That way anyone can leave a message and it can be a way to get in touch with me and reply with any info back and forth. (BTW, let me know if you want it posted or personal if you leave a message.)
So I look forward to hearing from anyone and everyone who wants to say hey. Check me out at hokietiger and drop me a line .
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My profile....
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Apr 5, 2011 6:06 pm
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Check out my blog if you want to talk or see my profile.
I'm layed back and try to keep myself stress free. I let most things go because the drama and problems aren't worth hanging onto. Most people smile and have fun with me largely because I'm energetic, a little crazy, happy, and generally not what they expect. I'm often playfully sarcastic and joke whenever I don't have to be serious because life is too short. It works though because those who play along with me often become fast friends. I do genuinely care though. And even though I occasionally hide behind my nerdy joking facade I'm the kind of person that can always be counted on when things matter. Generally, the most important things in my life are the relationships I have with the people close to me. I'm an idealist and am very true to my own values and those who are close to me.
I spend a lot of my time challenging myself trying to be the best version of myself that I can be; not to make anyone else happier, but because it matters to me even when no one is looking. I am generally very open, understanding, and excited about living. I mean really! Who turns down a good opportunity to learn or have fun (oooo piece of candy)?
I think that says a lot about me, but at the same time I don't know if it tells anyone much about who I am. I love my job as a graduate student, I'm about as active as I can be playing sports and going to the gym. I have a passion for cooking and firmly believe it's what I'd be doing for a living if I wasn't in to science. I love sitting in the dark watching movies and losing myself in teh story. I am the kind of person who does really anything that sounds good as it comes up (think "yesman" with control). For instance, I'm going to sing Karaoke this weekend as a result of a random conversation I had this morning. I love the outdoors, though I'm sad to say I haven't found much time for it lately. When I'm really interested in things my eyes tend to light up and I talk a lot; like a kid with a new toy. I'm bit of a health nut, though I don't force it on others. I like exercising and being active because it makes me feel better than when I don't.
My Ideal Person:
I'd just like to meet new people and open up new facets of my life whether that means I make a new friend or something more. I'm kind of reorganizing my life and I'm trying to really be positive in the way I live. I think the best anyone can hope for is to meet people they like who share an interest or passion. Other than that, I find expectations get in the way of what is really there. I love new friends and I'm looking for real connections in life whatever the relationship because I've gotten to a point where I don't just need a hook-up and I don't want to meet people who are only fair-weather friends or acquaintances. Those things are ok, there's just so many things that are better.
I like people who aren't too uptight; who aren't afraid to make choices and live, though not completely recklessly or at the expense of others; who know themselves, have goals and desires, and are driven by something other than money or status. In short I would say I want to meet people who have their own ideals, and are true to themselves.
I'm layed back and try to keep myself stress free. I let most things go because the drama and problems aren't worth hanging onto. Most people smile and have fun with me largely because I'm energetic, a little crazy, happy, and generally not what they expect. I'm often playfully sarcastic and joke whenever I don't have to be serious because life is too short. It works though because those who play along with me often become fast friends. Generally, the most important things in my life are the relationships I have with the people close to me; friends, family, etc. I have been told I care too much about people because I often get hurt giving people too many chances, but in my opinion there is no other way to live.
If you are still are curious about me feel free to check out my blog. And, if you are a standard member and want to chat or just check me out I have a private post where you can write things only I can see. I'm a very up front sort of person and if you want to get to know a little more about me all you have to do is ask.
What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
-I care more about the music than the artist
What location do you fantasize about for a sexual encounter?:
-No particular place, What should I be enjoying?
What types of sexual activities turn you on?:
-Giving Oral Sex, Receiving Oral Sex, Massage, usually whatever turns you on turns me on
Ever fantasized about having sex with a celebrity? Who? What turns you on about them?:
-I can't think of anyone in particular now, but I think
the general appeal for me is that they are kind of iconic
and perfect in your mind. I suppose that is kind of the whole
point of fantasizing.
Have you ever had cybersex?:
-I've tried it, but it's just not the same.
Birthdate: September 12, 1980
(30 years old)
Hometown: suburbs D.C., Virginia
Relocate?: Prefer not to say
Marital Status: Single
Height: 6 ft 1 in / 185-187 cm
Body Type: Athletic
Smoking: I'm a non-smoker
Drinking: I don't drink at all
Drugs: I don't use Drugs
Education: Current grad school student
Occupation: Grad Student
Race: Caucasian
Religion: Other
Have Children: No
Want Children: Maybe
Male Endowment: Average/Average
Circumcised: Yes
Speaks: English
Hair Color: Hair? What Hair?
Hair Length: Shaved
Eye Color: Inconsistent/Variable
Glasses or Contacts: Contacts
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My attention to my blog... (Ask me anything and I'll answer)
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Dec 27, 2007 10:17 pm
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I thought I'd add a new sticky post. This one will be dedicated to anyone ambitious enough to start a conversation of their own in my blog. If you want to talk about stuff or like comments I write and want to go deeper.... I'm your huckelberry.
I love nice long deep conversations and people who like having them with me. So......
Be warned though...., if I haven't left a response on your blog... I can be a bit long winded at times and there are no such things as simple answers from me; it's either nothing or everything. And it's a fair certainty that I will ask something back too. I'll make it so only I can see the posts and questionss unless you want me to post it for all.
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What are you?
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May 3, 2012 10:36 pm
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So, due to my necessity to baby the eye I declined to play soccer today..... such a sad, sad, day. It has become a staple of single life for me over the last year or so; playing soccer several days a week.
And, since I can't wear my contacts or see at my optimum I've also declined to pay the currently ridiculous movie prices to see a movie with my friends so no Avengers for me for at least another week.
So, I was left with Thursday night TV in the form of Wall-E; a good surprise. Wall-E's quest to hold hands with Eva has reminded me first of all that I am not a hand holder. I'm not even really a great proponent of the casual "hey dear" kisses. I am, though, a champion hugger; big strong, lift you up and squeeze you hugs. I love giving hugs and I am super good at making people feel cared about and important via hugs (consequently making lame hello hugs ..... well, lame, but that's another story).
The other thing that Wall-E and his eminent lady friend reminded me of is that it has been EONS since I have really been able to give a great hug or get a real great one for that matter. People get the wrong idea when you hug like that I think and I dislike such wrong ideas when all it is, is a nice big hug.
I do miss kissing, and I'm wanting enough that I could probably be talked into holding hands, but what I really need is someone I want to actually be close to so I can give a big "I love you" hug and feel someone close.
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maybe sometime soon.....
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Captain's log; stardate 5412
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May 3, 2012 10:20 pm
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Soooo another day and another trip to the doctor, which means another medication, another prescription co-pay, and more good news.
So apparently my body has decided it no longer is friends with my eye. That's the fun school kid version of biology which most aptly describes my current situation. Apparently when you get a good all over eye infection your eye can have an auto immune response. The doctor told me he was worried about the type of infection I have and so he gave me some new eye drops.
And, do you know how you know they work?
- no it's not because it tingles like dandruff shampoo
- it's by the ridiculous insane burning painful feeling you get as you add one drop per eye 5 times a day.
Yup, I am definitely alive!
But, I should be good by next week in time for my check-up and no doubt another co-pay and more fun medication.
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Headline: Man has "vacation", but doesn't want it
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Apr 30, 2012 8:55 pm
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So, I guess I shouldn't complain too much, but today was not my best day. I woke up this morning having forgotten to take out my contacts and found I have some crazy eye infection. Normally this wouldn't be the end of the world because I'm a quick healer, if I get sick at all, but it has been just plain unpleasant. After like 3 hours of pain/discomfort I went to the walk-in/emergency doctors. It was probably the 2nd most painful car ride of my life including car accidents. I have been ridiculously sensitive to light all day to the point of crying out of my eye pretty much uncontrollably and non-stop (awkward for non-doctor conversations btw).
Now, I have a pretty high pain threshold and normally would just say fuck it and go about my day, but I can't wear contacts and have been stuck indoors not watching tv because it hurts and trying not to play/work on my computer because that hurts too and this SUCKS!!
Seriously, how do blind people entertain themselves because I am going stir crazy eating crap in my house out of shear boredom. How often do people entertain themselves sans eyes? Not TV, that's ok I'll play on the internet. No internet, ok I'll read a book. Hurts to stare at a book...... this is where I get lost.
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Seasons lost...
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Oct 10, 2011 11:53 pm
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Dead bodies everywhere…. the landscape is littered with dead bodies; the casualties of a life lived with the door unbolted, unlocked, and unclosed. Each fate sealed with the last and most powerful of kisses. Each dragged out from the porch and into the light abandoned, lost, and left for dead. Each piled ingloriously as one great long monument to illusion.
Not all are gained through malice. Death doesn’t differentiate though. Good and bad alike pave the road along which death travels. Death coldly and deliberately wraps its boney fingers around each neck and cold white faceless body as they’re dragged away, almost in turn toward the same fate.
Who’s to blame for such senseless indiscriminate carnage? Who will answer for it? Who will pay the toll? There are no marks, no cuts, no bruises, no lacerations, no mutilations; no evidence pointing to the culprits. The only commonality is the lack of commonality. No rhyme or reason can be applied.
What protection was given? the shade of the porch roof? the porch banister that passed into view as the trust fallen victims’ grace passes from their eyes left lifeless to the ravages that would have them? No more of what was, what could have been, or what was supposed to be. There was no other protection but that which was held in the highest esteem, expected but not received. It’s not a secret anymore. Now everyone can see where the skeletons are hidden.
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The boy with kaleidoscope eyes
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Sep 26, 2011 2:08 am
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Have you ever opened your eyes in one split second to see infinity in everything, without words and left immutable with only the picture of a tear escaping the corner of your eye to speak for you, when the world acts in a common singularity filling you so far past full that your body has but the one answer. All things melt into one, all time melts into now, and all thoughts fade into simple radient energy and emotion.
There is so much beauty in the world and in perferates every particle and action around us. Every moment everything calls out to us; a subtle wisper on the wind with the power to match a howling hurricaine. Without command and without self interest, not to stand out and be heard or to fill a void, but calling none the less. It seeks to remind us of the true partnership destined for all things, to rekindle the connection given but forgotten by that which screams to overpower it.
I wish that I could do more to share with the world. There is so much flowing in and it doesn't require me to direct or conquer it. It only seeks a vessel in the way that sound uses air. Another tear escapes me at the feeling that I squander this gift. It rests on my cheek and discipates, snapped by the realization of present loving action through which all things are possible.
What love and power lies in me may it pass on so that I can be the change that I see in the world, flowing out of me the way an iceberg floats about the ocean below the ruff waves that would hide it; to leave its next vessel equally unchanged but profoundly different.
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WHY???
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Apr 23, 2011 7:52 am
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God, I am in so much pain at the present. Have you ever wished you felt physical pain that matched the emotional so at least there was a reason you knew it hurt so much? Well, I'm sure as hell not going to hurt myself THAT much (only once or twice in my life have I ), but I think a trip to the gym is in order.....
Is that a positive use of energy, or just a coincidentally beneficial means to torture one's self? I'm not really sure what the intention is.... but I'm gonna go do it anyways.
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Thought of the day:
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Apr 15, 2011 10:09 pm
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Suffer no illusions. The truth can be treated with subterfuge and side stepped, but eventually it sees the light of day. And, just as newton's law of motion would have us believe, the harder you ignore it the harder it pushes towards said light.
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thought in my head...
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Apr 10, 2011 8:32 pm
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Silence is scary; almost as scary as the fact that it's where I live. Why do I do that? Why do I love doing that which hurts me most?
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Today's thoughts as the day comes to an end...
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Mar 21, 2011 6:18 am
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What beauty will last from seasons past when that which was will never be once more. When colors and emotions transubstantiate, the past fades even as its evolution continues. Where then is its place; it never belonging here and now where ever and whenever now may be. In kind, the present continually reshapes itself growing ever farther but, inescapably a bond remains; one which can't be spoken, heard, tasted or touched. It ever embodies that which it was without ever being again.
What lasts then when nothing ever did or ever does? What power is held and what responsibility is left? What love is left unscathed by the ravages of time. What stands the test; not the rocks, not the oceans, not life, and not even the foundations of the earth. All must meet the same fate.
What is good? What is bad? What is just different? There will alwasy be that which remains from now unitl the ever end of time. Time stalks us. It carries us. It brings us into the world and time takes us out of it.... all in a blink. The blink lasts forever and blends with all the others and becomes what it must and what it always was meant to be even before it was meant to.
There are no shelves for storage and no one to tend the shelves which would be if they could. Neither has a place in the ever changing world. There are no screams of justification and no arguments of rights to exist. All has a place and time and that place is now; or was it then? Did it ever exist? DOES it ever exist?
Life and love leave their imprints but are themselves fleeting. A powerful contradiction as they shape all that is, never living to see the fruits of time toiled, time spent, and time lived. Now is forever and forever is a split second in eternity.
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