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See the song below, I must have lisened to that song at least 8 times today. Just thinking....
When I think about the words themselves I get kind of sad, melancholy, wishful thinking.
Things I should have said, should have done, taken a different direction, been more patient, I dunno, just "what might have beens"
Then I think about what I wish had been said to me, before it was too late, while there was still time, before things got so complicated.
I want one moment back in time, I want a different answer. I want the answer I wanted then. Maybe I should never have asked the question, maybe it was too soon, but typical of me I'm not the most patient person in the world, and it turns out thats usually detremental to the way I want things.
When I listen to just the instruments I get blown away, totally in AWE of the guitar player SLASH, that man can play!!!! I listen to the entire instrumental thing from start to finish, it never fails, the brief guitar solos always sends chills up my arms, every time.
7/13/2006 8:03 pm
I have days where one song means so much to me, it reflects directly what is going on in my life at the time. You cant help but hear the words over...and over.....and over.....and over.....because they mean so much, and it seems they were written just for you, it feels like the writer wrote the words with you or your situation in mind. I have had that feeling several times, no matter what song, what genre, or no matter what moment in time, it felt like I was the subject of their writing.|
Heaven, you can not go on wishing for what "might have been" or what "should have been". We all have to live each day like it was the last of our lives, we all have to live for the moment. We can't sit and ponder on the mistakes we made, or the mistakes that were made against us.
I have been in love as deep as one can be. I spent several months after it ended losing sleep, losing tears, and wishing that things had been different. I suddenly realized one day that all of my grief, no matter how real did not do me or her any good. I had to move on, and I had to keep living...
All we can do is live for the next moment...
I hope you feel better....
"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi