I Can't Wait Anymore  

heavensent11236 52F
2577 posts
8/5/2006 6:32 pm

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8/6/2006 3:46 pm

I Can't Wait Anymore

Ok, so, I've basically stalled as long as I possibly can. One of my many bad habits, postponing things that I don't really want to deal with until the very last minute. I'm sure a psychiatrist would probably term it avoidance, or some such nonsense, but in this case they would be right.
So, tomorrow morning I have to start looking for airline tickets, to go back to NY for a week.
I have to admit that I really don't miss the place, and I'm really not going to miss it this time. It's also time to consult an attorney for the big D.
The last time I was there, which coincidently would have been last August as well, I couldn't wait for those 5 days to be over so I could come back here.
Before moving here I use to visit during vacation and always cried when I had to leave, this place always felt like home.
So, I'll check prices on tickets tomorrow and hope that due to me avoiding the inevitable I won't have to pay a ridiculously large amount for someplace I don't want to be anyway.

rm_Kingcat4U2 65M
2799 posts
8/5/2006 7:37 pm

Ah, procrastination, it's a wonderful thing. Gives us the illusion that we're (temporarily) avoiding the task we want to avoid. And all the while it's lurking in the back of the mind, distorting our illusion!
Good luck on your trip. Although I must say that I don't envy what you have to go through, been there, done that.

1Sir_Lancelot 60M

8/6/2006 8:39 am

Well I don't envy you in what your about to have to endure. It's never any fun having to go anyplace you don't want to be. All I can do is to wish you a safe trip and a speedy return, some of us will miss you not being around. You've got a great personality... oh shit I mean your cute.... ARRRR Well you get my point.

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