heavensent1123 52F
447 posts
10/7/2005 4:54 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I'm happy, happier than I've been in such a long time. I'm standing at the stove, trying out a new recipe that was given to me by a male co-worker, it sounds really good but I'm slightly worried that it won't be that good. I will of course have to thank him because in the end it turned out really good. I'm vaguely listening to the classic rock station on the radio, occasionally signing along, thinking about where I was and what I was doing when that song came out, but mostly I'm thinking about you. I think about our long conversations, of how far you've come and how much further you can go, unless I haven't told you lately I'm very proud of you.
I look around the apartment, picturing you there in my mind, wanting to be more than I am but so unsure of myself at the same time.
I'm wondering about myself, when did I suddenly come to enjoy this domestic thing, I never have before. Even when I was married the last thing you could call me was domestic. Is it the man that suddenly makes you want to be more than you've ever been before? I think so. There's a peace there that I've never really felt, I have no doubts, I don't wonder who your with, I trust you without question.

rm_meaty900 42M
1 post
10/7/2005 8:33 am

you need company?

a_poetman 45M

10/7/2005 8:47 am

I am sure you read over what you wrote....After you read this back to yourself, what did you think? Looking in from outside the box, being content is apparent. I am so happy that there are peaceful moments like this heaven. We all need them, enjoy yours!

AltumHunksUnite 53M

10/7/2005 10:07 am

Yes, exactly, grab those happy moments and enjoy the ride.

Also, there's a geat collection of recipes on the Publix Apron's web page.

Let me drive. I like the view

Tone_33756 55M

10/7/2005 12:33 pm

Outstanding entry!
I think about you often - and how much I want this to work out for you.
That peace is priceless.
You deserve it!

heavensent1123 52F

10/7/2005 1:13 pm

How do you show that bashful, red face on here. I went out yesterday and actually invested in a really good cook book, thumbed thru it and decided on my next attempt at cooking, wish me luck!!!!
I am soooo enjoying this. Not just the cooking but the peace that is coming with everything else, how can you not be happy?

SirMounts 102M

10/27/2005 1:36 am

Perfectly, enchantingly... feminine. *smiling*

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