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heavensent1123 52F
447 posts
4/11/2006 8:46 am

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It's been going on for months now and it just doesn't seem to be getting any better no matter what I do.
I talked to an extremely dear friend today, told him everything that had been going on with me lately, he says I'm extremely burnt out, how did he phrase it bunt out to the 10th degree. No, not just about work about everything.
Have very seriously been considering starting all over, learn from the mistakes I made here and be sure not to repeat them again.
Things have not gone as I planned, but thats nothing new. I'm seriously considering taking a break from it all for awhile. Guys, AdultFriendFinder, relationships, all of it.
Started looking at different places I'd like to go next, Hawaii wasn't on the available list, well there's always more agencies in the sea and one of them HAS to have Hawaii as a possibility. I'd be gone for 6 months provided I didn't decide to just stay there.
Just thoughts....... lots of them.

rm_JohnMacLaine 50M
585 posts
4/11/2006 9:00 am

Heaven,

Though we have not spoken to each other directly, I feel I know you a litle bit from what I have sen on your blog, what I have seen on your profile, and from what some of the members of TASA have said to me about you (all good things I assure you).

I know the feeling of being burnt out, I spent 16 years working in resturaunts and by the time I got out in 2000 I was extremely burnt out. I never wanted to see the inside of a kitchen again. I have not gone back to that profession because I have found another one that is enjoying to me, although I know that if I wanted to go back I could, out of financial necessity. I sometimes get the feeling I want to start over, go away, move to a new place, or even move home to where I can be close to my mother, as she is getting up in years. Change never seems to work, simply because the problems you had will follow you no matter where you go.

I find great solice in friendships and those friendships over the years have helped me to move on and forward. I refuse to let life get in my way of enjoying the things that I have, the people I know, and the joy that they all bring me. I have issues, plenty of them, I also have a lot of stress in my life right now. Running away just to get away will not solve any of the problems that I have. I have to meet them head on, and I have decided to do just that. Please do not think I am being judgemental, as I do not know you well enough to judge you, or what problems you are going through. Sometimes it is just good to see or hear another perspective on things, and that is the sole intention of my post.

sorry for rambling on...

Scott

"I can retain neither respect or affection for a government which has been moving from wrong to wrong in order to defend its own immorality" Mahatma Ghandi


heavensent1123 52F

4/11/2006 9:07 am

Thanks Scott, I wasn't really going to be able to run away from most of the things in my life but was just considering getting rid of a few of them.
As for what the others of TASA think about me, I'm betting along the she's sweet lines, I get that alot, even when I'm trying to be a bitch it just doesn't work.
Thanks for listening to my bitch today, talked to a good friend and even though he made me cry it felt good to get it out.


GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11238 posts
4/11/2006 9:40 am


You're in a rough spot. I know, unfortunately. I hope you can make the choicez that will make things better for you and stick with them.

~hugz~


AltumHunksUnite 53M

4/11/2006 2:20 pm

As I have found many times, it never helps to run away from problems, because there will be problems no matter where we run. A different set of problems, but problems nonetheless.

Let me drive. I like the view


Tone_33756 55M

4/11/2006 7:12 pm

You're gonna get thru these problems/issues - one at at time

Hawaii, Florida, Arizona, Texas - where ever you land - you'll be ready for the next chapter.

I'll see to it


Xeryien 51M
1445 posts
4/12/2006 7:22 am

I'd stay out of Hawaii until it dries out a bit....


heavensent1123 52F

4/12/2006 11:21 am

Xeryien- now where's the challenge in that?? Nothing good is worth having unless it poses SOME sort of challenge.
Otherwise women all over the world would be ripping off their panties, flinging themselves down on the nearest chair,couch, restaurant table or my personal favorite a pool table and saying come here baby. For all you men that are pigs (thats said fondly) I realize you dream about this all the time but again wheres the challenge?
Karma do you think?? When I respond to you Xeryien I'll be typing in the number 911, hmmmmmmm. You going to save me from something specific?


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