Portland MeetnGreet  

heavenly_body39 60F
740 posts
3/26/2006 10:33 am

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5/6/2006 10:42 am

Portland MeetnGreet

Well, I had fun last night once I let go of my anxiety about being in the same room as the guy...

I put on my best dancing dress and had fun moving. As a devout exhibitionist, I enjoyed having an audience, and despite waves of pain at times I had fun. There were enough dear friends to hug me when I needed one. I like to think it was my 'coming out' event...redefining myself. I went alone, rented my own room, and did my best confident, put myself out thing.

And knowing that many men desired me did little when I awoke this morning. My overnight guest had fallen asleep so aside from his company and a couple of brief interludes I had basically as sexless an evening as I used to have when going with my ex lover. I think I must prefer this...right now when any sex feels like sandpaper, until I fully heal.

I know now there is no hope for reconciliation or even friendship. I was served my final walking papers at the beginning of the evening. And so I walked...skimpy pink dress, black thi highs, black boots, and all.

ahughjardon 61
56 posts
3/26/2006 5:08 pm

Sounds like you were a STUNNING SIGHT Heavenly! Sorry I missed it!

volcanoinu23 52M

3/29/2006 9:51 am

What a missed opportunity. You a fabulous woman and you will bounce back to a much higher level I am sure!

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