moody  

hearthappy25 36F
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6/6/2006 12:24 pm
moody


ok folks yes i am moody today...

kinda sad about guy after guy not working out...but my problem is i KNOW it's not going to work so why waste my time with them? and waste their time? so instead of just ending it i act like a complete cling on freak or a bitch or something and push them away....

does anyone else do this? instead of just saying 'it's not going to work out', i just act retarted....

lately i've been listening to movie soundtracks and watching movies like back to the future(just got the triligy at wally world today, pissed because all of the discs were out of the box when i brought it home) and the princess bride...i don't have energy to read like i did; am going through phases...

i love back to the future tho...great movies.....good movies for when you're depressed...i'm not like clinically depressed, just kind of have the blues other than that am usually a pretty happy individual...anyhoo....

anyhoo... i feel like a freak. like, why do i do that to evey guy i date? act like a retard and freak them out and scare them away? why can't i just say 'i don't think it's going to work out?' isn't that easy enough?

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