So I ran into an ex this weekend and three things..  

heart_on_sleeve 41F
7 posts
8/8/2006 1:52 pm

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So I ran into an ex this weekend and three things..


entered my mind.

1)Mother nature can be very cruel to people-
2)What we view as attractive changes drastically over the years and
3)Do I really have the same hair style?

I always hated running into people from my past but now I rather enjoy it. Where I was once a timid, naive and foolish soul with lofty dreams and goals I realize that I have accomplished ever goal I set out for myself. Neat?! OR sad? Now what? Where am I headed? Rather than living the cookie-cutter ideals of society I find myself actually "living" now. Being hedonistic and giving into temptation rather than fantasizing about things. How cool is that?
I get my fill to eat so to speak but still hunger for more..but it isn't starvation so to speak of feel but desire for additonal nourishment and fullfillment. I feel like I got all the basics out of the way so now I can dabble and expereince more. Anyone ever come to that conclusion? Anyone out there as bored as I am with the norm and thirst for the type of ectasy you feel right before you go mad?

ZZ_Todd 59M

8/8/2006 3:01 pm

Yep, lately my "status-quo" is getting real close to that

"JesusLordGod GIVE ME STRENGTH to stop myself from climbing these walls!" state of being.

But... I suppose things could always be worse.


MajorEasy 46M
2693 posts
8/8/2006 4:44 pm

As a person already mad...allow me to share the experience...going mad is the single most exhilarating act anyone can go through...no more rules, no more limits...everything is now possible...for real!!

From your writing, you're still a couple of steps away...no worries though my dear...it'll soon catch up with you...keep setting new goals...keep dreaming...and keep enjoying whatever you can...forget the past...and there's no tomorrow...live only for now...the joy of now...

One day...soon...you'll know it when it happens...and from then on...you will feel like you can do anything...and everything...


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it only leads to trouble, and seat wetting.....
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heart_on_sleeve 41F
2 posts
8/8/2006 8:13 pm

I love it MajorEasy...you will have to watch my journey as I go MAD!


MajorEasy 46M
2693 posts
8/9/2006 1:01 am


Wouldn't miss it....


. . . . . . . MajorEasy's Blog...
There is no use getting, into heavy petting
it only leads to trouble, and seat wetting.....
.


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