The Litany  

rm_harshawj 51M
761 posts
12/1/2005 10:04 am

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The Litany

Maureen, Danni, Sue, Maria, Kay, Kat, and Jay (the names are changed to protect the innocent.) These are the women that I have had an attachment to in the last year and a half. The first two were short affairs that allowed me to come back from my divorce. The next was a mistake with someone that needs more counseling than I, but an intense romance all the same. The next was boody call pure and simple. Kay was special, but the timing was wrong, and I was crushed. The last two were a huge influence in my life, and provided the greatest conflict for me, but ultimately, both are friends and both are important to me, and now, both are drifting away.

So where am I? Well, I find that I am free once again to look at the world for a new lover. I really wish the last one had not drifted away as she did. You never know, my next love could be my last love (and I hope that is so), but it is hard to be optimistic about that relationship after two months of no physical contact. I do not mean sex, I mean even simple face time. We talk several time a week, but getting together has been tough. It is no ones fault, it is just circumstances of life.

Have I flirted recently? Well seeing this was coming, yes. One I was flirting with someone who took a post of my wrong, and seemingly removed herself from my life. The other was one of those misrepresentations, camera lied and she was not honest on her profile. There is another woman I am talking to, so maybe there are some good times ahead, but she is not in the area. And of course I flirt with many other women, I like flirting, it is fun and you never know when a flirt becomes something more. Hey, you can hope, right?

So, here I am, once again single and looking for the love of my life that will be the one that I can hold on to for years to come. If she is not here immediately, maybe there are others to share the here and now with in a special way.

But I have learned lessons from the past. I will not pursue more than one woman at a time, and I will be as open and up front as I possible can. So here is to looking forward to better relationships, and stronger one as well.

silkysmoothlegs3 105F

12/9/2005 5:47 pm

I do hope you find what you are looking for babe
silky xx

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
12/11/2005 11:42 pm

yupz, hope you'll find that what you're looking for ....

sincitybrunette 55F
1668 posts
12/17/2005 12:29 pm

Hopefully you will find what you are looking for and what you deserve. Its nice that you can look at your past relationships and they have a special influence on you. Hopefully the friendship will remain even if the romance disappears. You are one very special man.

frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
12/26/2005 2:15 pm

Good luck in your search... T


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