Outlaw Heaven for Fucking Freaks  

happysinglegirl 41F
30 posts
2/25/2006 10:14 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Outlaw Heaven for Fucking Freaks

Outlaw Heaven for Fucking Freaks

To live as I have, in cheap hotels,
parked on freeways, under bridges at night,
is surely stupid and censurable. Why else
am I called obscene, vulgar, lewd,
disrespectful, politically incorrect and hateful,
unless other people have some point, a beef
with my acceptances and hobbies.
On the inside I am bathed in love ‒
on the outside I am screaming:
this alone is enough to send a peon
straight to hell, yet that’s not
what happened. Jesus,
the great death bodhisattva,
was a better comic that I thought at first.
Art and politics are rotten businesses,
especially in combination.
Thank God, forgiveness is general
and here in outlaw heaven
there are no saints, princes or presidents.
So outlaw, if I can tell you anything
about getting into heaven
it must be to drain the wine,
bitter and empty,
stroke the crippled boy,
toast the blind pussy under your hand,
kiss the wind and spit.


AtomicKisss 58M

2/25/2006 10:26 pm

A very well stated and powerful message. Cudos!


rm_bigpopa300 55M
3 posts
2/25/2006 11:43 pm

Its always hard to find ones own center. We all have so many levels in conflict with eachother. Its hard to quiet all the screeming and home in on the ones hurting the most. Women often expierence a higher degree of fragmentation than men .... yes sometimes ignornance is bliss... I know its hard for me, And I only have a dozen or so to keep in line.
I thought your poem has flashes of real honest emotion. (kool) I all so love to write but lately I've been quite uninspired. AAAAHHHHH Help!


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