KEEPING IT REAL DOES GO WRONG  

hairbabedelivers 52F
38 posts
11/28/2005 2:32 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

KEEPING IT REAL DOES GO WRONG


HINDSIGHT

IF I KNEW...
THAT THE LAST TIME YOU WALKED OUT MY DOOR WOULD TRULY BE THE LAST,
I NEVER WOULD HAVE PUSHED YOU.
IF I KNEW...
THAT THE LAST CHASTE KISS WE SHARED WOULD TRULY BE THE LAST,
I NEVER WOULD HAVE PULLED AWAY.
IF I KNEW...
THAT THE LAST HUG GOODBYE WOULD TRULY BE THE LAST,
I NEVER WOULD HAVE LET GO.
IF I KNEW...
THE LAST TIME I SAW WANTING IN YOUR EYES WOULD TRULY BE THE LAST,
I NEVER WOULD HAVE LOOKED AWAY.
IF I KNEW...
THE LAST TIME MY BODY SHOOK BENEATH YOUR HANDS WAS TRULY THE LAST
I NEVER WOULD HAVE LEFT THE BED.
IF I KNEW...
THE LAST TIME MY NAME FELL SWEETLY FROM YOUR LIPS WAS THE LAST,
I NEVER WOULD HAVE STOPPED LISTENING.
IF I KNEW...
WHEN ALL WAS SAID AND DONE THE COST OF LOVE WOULD BE MY LIFE
I NEVER WOULD HAVE PAID IT
IF I KNEW...
TO CHERISH WHAT LOVE MADE ME FEEL AND DO WOULD CHANGE ME FOREVER
I NEVER WOULD HAVE CHOSEN LOVE
IF I KNEW...
WHEN LOVE WAS DONE, I WOULD BE LEFT WITH NOTHING TO CLAIM AS MINE
I NEVER WOULD HAVE SEEN IT THROUGH
IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME
AND TURN A WRONG TO RIGHT
REBUILD BRIDGES THAT HAVE BURNED
AND MAKE ENDLESS DAYS INTO NIGHT
I'D SPEND FOREVER PAYING THE DEBTS
FOR THE THINGS THAT I HAVE SINCE LEARNED
AND NEVER LOVED ANYONE OR ANYTHING ELSE
TO HAVE MY LIFE, TO ME, RETURNED

JENNIFER
11-16-05

LIBlonde97 40F
1028 posts
11/29/2005 12:29 pm

Wow, he was really that good?

What an advertisement! Though next time I think you might want to use your indoor voice. The caps are hard on a reader's eyes, you know?

A


hairbabedelivers 52F

11/30/2005 4:14 am

Forgive me for i am a wounded virgin in blogland, and no, he was not good at all. the first part was written over 3yrs ago, and i just got the ending. The good man is that good in ways even he is not aware. I wonder if he is aware that i have been left alone in blogland


bardicman 50M

11/30/2005 7:55 pm

You are never alone as long as we are here..



I am not dead yet


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