What Makes Me Tick?  

gypsy1629 41F
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6/9/2006 8:12 pm

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6/14/2006 11:43 pm

What Makes Me Tick?

I initialy came to this site because I was horny and wanted to find some erotic stories to read....to get some stimulation so i could pleasure myself...I never was looking for a partner nor do I think I ever will, even if all contact with "Eddy" and I ceases...

I had not been with "Eddy" in a quite some time and did not know if or when I would be seeing him again...we had just drifted apart...

I was, and for the most part still am, lonely and I do not have a lot of RT friends in my life...I live in a town where I know very few people...and i have a hard time allowing myself to make friends...I almost always seem to get taken advantage of or hurt in some way...

So I came here and I fell in love with the anoniminity I could have here yet still be able to have some human interaction....The advice lines became an addiction for me...I got to read questions that I have never had the balls to ask....or I got to give my view point to questions I had some knowledge in...I was able to give my opinions on issues where in most cases I was not judged...I got insight into how other people think and act...I got to see that there are many people out there in this big big world that I can relate to in one way or another...

After all this I got to thinkig I could open up more and also take time to learn or discover my own sexual self and life...this I did by creating a blog....gradually I would write in it trying to find my niche or find things of interst I wanted to share, but soon I found myself wanting to take my sex life to the fullest to make the most of it...explore areas I had only ever briefly thought about...I wanted to be comfortable with myself and then with "Eddy"...Which led me to reading any all blogs I could fit into my day...

I have always liked sex but it was not a priority that I be the one to get what I wanted out of it...I had been okay making sure I got laid every once in a while....not caring if I got all I wanted out of it, ya know, making it the best for the both of us...and now thanks to this site and all the people who share on here I know that i want more from myself and my partner....and I am starting to do this...

I have learned to communicate more of what I want, and have asked "Eddy" of what he wants...if he has certain likes and dislikes, and me sharing mine with him...I am finding out more and more stuff about myself, my body, and my sexuality....I know now that I do not have to settle for a quick fuck where he gets all the pleasure and release...I let him know if it was unsatisfactory for me...Sometimes I am still a lil shy about it but hopefully one day I will not be like that at all...

And also in all of this time I can log onto here and share all these great new things with all of you... and this I love to do, not only do I get to share my sexual exploration progress but I also gain more and more ideas and insights of things that excite me...

And in these blogs that we all do I learn of the people....I am able to share in the bloggers happiness, sadness, grief, passions....ya know just to be involved and get to know all you guys has been one hell of an experience and I hope to continue doing this for many years to come...

I had no idea what I was going to write in this post and I seem to be rambling and I have no idea of where I am going with all of this...just some free writing I guess...at first when I was thinking of what to post I just wanted to share some of me to all of you...in a way I have...but not how I was thinking of going about it...oh well...

I thank any and all who come here to read my thoughts, fantasies, and sexual experiences...to those who take time to get to know me....

I guess I just want to be able to share more of me other than the sexual aspect of it...

I will end this post by leaving the floor open to all....ask about me and I will tell you...whether it be from my favorite color, my shoe size, what interests me, to ummmm well whatever you want to ask....

maybe I will even ask something of you....ya never know!

gypsy


gypsy1629 41F

6/9/2006 10:56 pm

Spunky...Enter Sandman is THE shit! And all the songs on their Black Album are great...thanks for stopping in...(and for reading my profile)

gypsy
(if this shows twice forgive me apparently I made an error)


gypsy1629 41F

6/9/2006 11:02 pm

Huny...I was born and raised in Hibbing MN and I have almost always lived there or in the surrounding towns....I did live on my reservation in South Dakota for a few months but then came "Home".

As for my shoe size...I wear an 8....sometimes an 8 and a half cause i like to have toe room...

A question for you my dear would be....where do you like to shop?

gypsy


gypsy1629 41F

6/9/2006 11:06 pm

Spunky...your question....what brought you to my blog today and why did you think I would find your question strange?

gypsy


Choozmi 50M

6/9/2006 11:11 pm

How soon after meeting someone do you decide whether you would like to have sex with them?

Which would you decide first: whether to have sex with them or whether to marry them?

What little thing has someone said or done to make you change your mind and want to sleep with him/her?

Hey, you said we could ask anything!


gypsy1629 41F

6/10/2006 12:05 am

Choozmi...your right I did...so no prob there...

Well so far when I have met a man I want to be with I want the sex soon but not right away, the time always has varied....my "Eddy" and I waited over a month before making love but we did a lot of foreplay stuff up to the day we did have sex.

I would make the decision of sex first...and I have only truely wanted to marry one man...my "Eddy"...and I knew that fairly soon into knowing him and being with him...downside is right now we are not even a couple anymore just fucking each other but hey things change....

Well I did tell "Eddy' when we split up two months ago that I would no longer just get togethert o have sex as I am an all or nothing gal when it comes to him as I am emotionally attached to him in a bad way...hard not to be after 7 years together...but this last time he and I got in touch he mentioned "fantasy" and that got to me...it piqued my interest...enough so I wanted him...also it had been 2 months since the break off so I am sure plain old horniness had something to do with it.

Whats your favorite pasttime?

gypsy


phoenix639 49F

6/10/2006 2:57 pm

Ok, my question you & others may not like at all.

In fact i may make enimies...but why have you chosen to disclose very intimate & PRIVATE sexual interractions you have recently encountered with someone you say you love to all of AdultFriendFinder?

Dont you think that should be between you both...a private & delicate moment for just you two to share.

Its great to hear when someone is happy & theyve 'connected' but you have been so low over the Eddy situation i really thought you may keep it to yourself & just perhaps say how wonderful things were going for you.

If Eddy is happy for you to blog about your sexcapades d you think this shows true love & feelings on his part or conquest?

Babe...be careful where youre heart is resting right now, dont set yourself up for more pain.


gypsy1629 41F

6/11/2006 1:20 pm

Phoenix...no prob with the question...This is all new to me and so very new for him, the site, and I was just so excited to be trying new things with him and just wanted to share...I am one who likes to do that once in a while...

As you can maybe figured out, there isa lot more that I did not write about, I just wanted to share the fantasy part of my time here with him...because I could, and it added to the excitement of what we did or are going to do...the rest of it I leave between him and I to treasure....it was a turn on thing...no biggie...and no, you made no enemy here...thanks for not worrying about stepping on any toes...and I did say you could ask anything...

gypsy


phoenix639 49F

6/11/2006 1:37 pm

Im glad i didnt offend (i seem to be offending a few people lately), just dont want to see you go down the road of pain again hun.


gypsy1629 41F

6/11/2006 6:52 pm

phoenix....no worries I am taking things in stride, and for face value, I still have my eyes wide open....thanks for your concern....

gypsy


MOfunNOWWOW 55F

6/12/2006 10:05 am

What is your guilty pleasure? {=}


MOMO
just a squirrel trying to get a nut


gypsy1629 41F

6/12/2006 8:14 pm

Pheonix....I can honestly say I was not offended...but I will say I was bothered....because it is a SEX site and it bothered me that it should bother you that I had posted such things, ya know, that it seemed to have bothered you, bothered me....man am I making sense?....Hope you get what I mean....

gypsy


gypsy1629 41F

6/12/2006 8:16 pm

Mofun....please be more specific in your inquiry please....guilty pleasues could mean many many things....

gypsy


Choozmi 50M

6/14/2006 10:08 am

My favorite pastimes and my career goals overlap so much (I'm a writer and a filmmaker) that I don't know where one ends and the other begins.

I guess I would define a pastime as an activity that interests one but that one does not intend to pursue as a career so I would answer... singing.

I have always loved singing. Probably my first dream growing up was to be a singer. Unfortunately I never got much attention for my singing as a child and I took that as a hint that I wasn't a good singer. Therefore I didn't pursue it other than to appear in a few high school musicals (high point: playing "Riff" in "West Side Story").

A few years ago at a party someone brought out a karaoke machine and I sang a song (we all took turns, of course). I loved it and all my dreams of singing came back. Since then I've been a karaoke fan. There were periods when I'd go to karaoke bars two or three nights per week. Nowadays I go rarely but I always enjoy it. Many times I'll go to the bars alone because I don't feel like spending the energy trying to get friends to go with me (it's like trying to find a jogging partner).

There's just something about singing in front of a crowd, however small (and drunk, usually), that just turns me on. I certainly have no wish to go on "American Idol" or "Star Search" because I hate the way they scrutinize performers on those shows. I just enjoy putting on a show!


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