My Not So First Kiss With Eddy  

gypsy1629 41F
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7/4/2006 1:27 am

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7/4/2006 6:42 pm

My Not So First Kiss With Eddy

The Fourth of July 1999.....i at that time was with my ex "scott"....this man and I had been together for about 3 and a half years.....he was abusive to me and others in my life.....I was scared to leave....not just of him but of life and lonliness and all that....but on this night in 99....he and I and a friend of his....."Eddy".....went out behind the mines in our area drinking beer and shooting off fireworks.....

well on the way home I sat in the back with "eddy" as "scott" drove us home....."Eddy" was too drunk and green to the gills....I grabbed a trash can for him in case he was gonna be sick....I scooted to where he was sitting....(we were in a camper)....somehow....niether one of us knows how or who started it but we kissed....this was not our first shared kiss as we had done so years ago when we first met in 95.....

anyhow....we kissed and we kissed well....I loved it.....it was one of those ones that make your toes curl and warms your belly and ah well other parts of the body were warmed too....

this kiss gave me hope and courage to later on that week leave my abusive ltr.....that kiss had shown me that their are others out there in the world for me....possibly with my "Eddy"....did I ever tell you I fell in love with him (Eddy) in 95 when he walked in the door my heart stopped beating....I could not breathe......I was instantly in love and I knew he was who I wanted.....funny that I had to wait so long.....as he had feelings for me too....not near as strong as mine but feelings.....

So on this Fourth we are going to have a kissing anniversary day....will be 7 years.....our status since the break up in April is still friends taking things slow....too slow for me but ya know I am dealing with it pretty darned good....And I know there will be more to today than just some smooching but it is a good way to spend part of the day....in a good long tummy twisting lip lock....man I cannot wait....

So what is everyone else gonna be doing? I hope it is fun and safe! happy Fourth of July everyone!

gypsy


gypsy1629 41F

7/4/2006 6:42 pm

shaye....sounds like you will be having a great time hope it is all enjoyed.....

gypsy


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