reflecting  

grizzleybear1093 32M
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2/4/2006 6:39 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

reflecting

looking back and thinking where i went wrong what i did wrong and i realize i made my mistake when i lied i just guess i ain't over her yet but in the same time i want to be over her LOL i still watch the kids and enjoy her company and i even enjoy the occasional time me and her enjoy each other and i just still get so damn jealous i am a jealous one i am and i am sorry and i even hate to admit it but i am jealous and i don't even have any reason to be i just i don't know i feel like i want her to be in love with me and i want to be in love with her and i know it will never happen and i know she will never tell em everything and i wont be able to tell her a lot of things but i do love her and the other day when i was holding her child on my lap i couldn't help but think how much i wish me and her had a child that i could hold like that how me and her could make such a gorgeous child and enjoy each other s connection for so long god i wish i had her to be mine i am so damn jealous and yes even though i am her bitch i want to be her only bitch god is that so soo wrong


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