Is it so hard...?!?  

grizzguy4u 57M
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8/5/2005 1:00 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Is it so hard...?!?

I want what i can't have...life as a single guy...its become my mantra, my preoccupation. And its not just sex, its the whole freedom to do what i want when i want. But the choices i made earlier in my life have locked me into a personna that i cannot escape. I have changed over time - is it for the better? I don't know!
I'm more about who I am than what i can do for you. My wife gave up on me a long time ago, because she thought i was cheating on her...maybe i was. But she wasn't listening anymore either. She wanted me to be her perfect guy - exactly opposite of who i really am. So when i started looking for luv in all the wrong places years ago...and i got caught...and she forgave me (but not really)...let me stay (makes my life a living hell - or is that just my perception)...and now what---> i luv sex and erotica and women that look my way and ... life goes on ... the struggle gets a bit much ... stay for the sake of the little ones ... one day at a time.


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