My Desires  

goddessofbitches 41M/33F
5317 posts
6/15/2005 9:57 am

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My Desires


So I was talking to my husband about why I was on this site. He seemed to be confused about what it was I wanted. I told him the truth. I want to have sex with a woman. Simple as that. "NO" he says. "Not simple. What are you really wanting?" I thought about it for a second and before I could controll myself, I blurted out with "I want a woman who will dominate me and make me feel that she wants my body as much as my mind." Of course, my husband gets a little upset. He likes to play the role of dominate man. I think that's what you call it. He askes if he is not good enough for me. I tell him that it had nothing to do with him, I just want another type of expirience. I want to feel a woman. And then when I told him I wanted to do this without him, he got upset. Geeze, he is my only lover. I want to know about sex, I am curious. Finally we talk it through. He understands now what I am after. I am after knowledge. I am after a woman's touch. To him, there is nothing more erotic that his wife wanting to explore herself. I guess he never really knew that I was aching to know sex outside of us.
SO my desires are different than most. And no, that is not all of them. I just gave my husband the cliffnotes. I guess we will see if I get what it is I have been dreaming of, or if I don't.

HUGS~~~MANDY

Always The Bitch


purejoy4fem 46F/44F
682 posts
6/15/2005 10:53 am

Hope you find what you are looking for. We can understand your husband's feeling of being a little left out. Maybe it would be easier for him if you invited a bi-girl into your relationship. Just a thought.


AltumHunksUnite 53M

6/15/2005 12:57 pm

Just make sure he always knows how deeply you love him and that he is the center of your life. Never let him doubt it for a second.

Let me drive. I like the view


goddessofbitches 41M/33F

8/2/2005 2:49 pm

PureJoy--- I'm glad someone understands where I am coming from.. I have tried inviting a bi-girl into the relationship...bother....

Always The Bitch


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