the beginning of the end of a beginning  

georgina666 36F
421 posts
11/16/2005 3:12 am

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the beginning of the end of a beginning

more falling objects got in my way as i live on after my monthly blood sacrifice ritual...from people telling me i am such a bore and possibly boar to i am such a snot. well, thank you for all those well meaning compliments or insults, i take them in my stride with pride and dignity. if i begin to analyze what everyone told me, be it in reality or here in our private AdultFriendFinder world, i'd go insane. since things are so bad these days, i am now awaiting for the flying pig to fall onto me.

i am not sure if this elaborate rant will get me anywhere, but i am dejected though i try to tell myself not to get too emotional about it. all of a sudden, the much dreaded silence came into the picture and it was like a deja vu all over again. so was i right that i'd die as a spinster while my pet dog will feed on my rotting body? i guess so...

you see, the reason i don't write anything saucy or spicy is simply because i cannot commit myself to revealing so much about my deepest inner thoughts. be it fantasies or how i'd like to be pampered seemed to far within reach to be put into words and published here. surely, if you ask me, perhaps out of 100 men who read this posting or who messaged me, i will most likely end up meeting one if we ever get that far. still, i somehow value my privacy and will guard it ferociously. so i have read about some other stories which could be very good masturbation materials, or at least to get the juice flowing but despite my wild imagination, i simply cannot bring myself to writing that sort of posting. it's almost like i am suffering from erectile dysfunction of my horny thoughts if you ask me.

i am well aware that people who are here are not literary scholars who are interested to see how i hone my writing skills, but as i have always mentioned, the so-called courtship with me comes with intelligent communication and one of them is via writing. nothing pleases me more than having a companion who'll constantly write to me, not necessarily saucy stuff but normal day to day account would suffice. just when i thought i found one, it was the kiss of death, hence the title of this posting, the beginning of the end of a beginning...if you can even begin to comprehend the tongue twisting title that is.

along the way, i have met some seemingly nice gentlemen here who wrote my lovely messages. sadly this kind of relationship do not last long...and so why do some people feel surprised when i refuse to commit to any sexual relationship just for the fun of it? i am not one person you can lay today and forget about tomorrow. no, i am not from the fatal attraction cast, but sex as it should be more than sleeping together for that one night and erase your memories just like that...

for as long that i have been on AdultFriendFinder, i am as true as i can be. that'll explain why my blogs are horribly boring, to the extent you can sentence me to permanent abstinence for boring your wild minds. how can i begin to write about the swarm of men on my back when i have less than 10 who'll write to me once in a while? how can i write about the mind blowing sex when i do not know how sex taste actually? hmm...

eternal1969 47M
1634 posts
11/16/2005 8:52 am

Hmmm I tend to feel likewise when it comes to privacy. If I'm on AdultFriendFinder for discretion to vent this dark sexual side of me, then it would be totally silly of me to tell the whole world about me in a publicily available blog. Especially in a small place like Singapore where there is a 50% chance that someone will actually know you personally.

I love to share the memories but the details are always best left to be experienced in person and only etched in the vaults of the minds of my partner and mine.

But Georgie if I could, I would bottle it fresh, the taste of sex raw and tangy and send it through the words of my mail so that you may breathe in and share some of the umph of it all

Kent641 55M/48F

11/17/2005 4:52 am

reading what you not boring. got good writing skill. what you opinion from a woman thought. yes...this is a adult site and most people here expect to read horny stuff. but, you are doing good and look forward to read more of your post.

georgina666 36F

11/19/2005 2:08 am


the world is small and don't be surprised if your next door neighbour is also a member here. words can do wonders apart from action. i am thrilled that you share the same passion in writing that oozes orgasmic after taste. kudos!

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