odi et amo  

georgina666 36F
421 posts
8/29/2005 6:41 am

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1/7/2007 4:30 am

odi et amo


I THINK I’M PARANOID

by Garbage, album Version 2.0

You can look, but you can't touch
I don't think I like you much
Heaven knows what a girl can do
Heaven know what you've got to prove

I think I'm paranoid
And complicated
I think I'm paranoid
Manipulated

CHORUS
Bend me
Break me
Any way you need me
All I want is you
Bend me
Break me
Breaking down is easy
All I want is you

I fall down just to give you a thrill
Prop me up with another pill
If I should fail, if I should fold
I am my fate to the sticking pole

I think I'm paranoid
Manipulated
I think I'm paranoid
And complicated

CHORUS

Paranoid
I think I'm paranoid

CHORUS

Steal me, deal me, any way you heal me
Maim me, tame me, you can never change me
Love me, like me, come ahead and fight me
Please me, tease me, go ahead and eat me

Bend me
Break me
Any way you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right

Bend me
Break me
Any way you need me
As long as I want you baby it's all right

i have been blasting this song every single morning when i drive to work, as long as i am on the road squeezing my way to work alive, this song will remain my anthem to start of my morning. with the school kids' holidays over, the traffic has returned to rear its ugly cellulite along the highway. the stretch marks of cars all over the places trying to outdrive each other to reach the office finishing line makes me so worn out way before the actual slavery beckons.

wednesday will be a public holiday, thank god for that otherwise, july and august spilling over to september remains the worse period of the year with absolutely no public holidays whatsoever. 8 months have flown by so effortlessly, and before i know it, i'll be counting down to new year at home on new year's eve while hearing the sound of fireworks being played in the background.

thus, i was just thinking to myself today amidst the chaos at work how i am going to spend my new year's eve this year end. a holiday to an exotic island would be great, imagine sipping pina colada or frozen margarita under the coconut tree...mmm, marvellous.

i have never stepped out in a bikini for as long as i have graced planet earth. if i do end up on the exotic island, it's time to go and hunt for a bikini being an average x-factor species, admittedly i don't possess an hour glass figure with boobs as big the cantaloupe. brain or brawn? i wish for both, but i guess sometimes one can never have the cake and eat it as well.

it might sound silly to yearn for an island trip during christmas or new year's day...well again, life is full of decisions. fortunately, i am one flexible person so if the island trip does not materialize, perhaps a land trip to somewhere will do.

with the city life and rat race, all of a sudden i felt that i really ought to plan my life properly, particularly vacations. i am bound to slavery 5 days a week, the remaining 2 always never fail to flash by at the speed of light. next thing i know, i find myself waking up grudgingly on a blue black monday. well, it used to be blue monday when i was still carefree in school. after i joined the corporate underworld, i realized that not only mondays are blue, but they're black as well.

there are days when i questioned the purpose of turning up for work...do i merely turn up so that i can warm the seat, stare the computer, touch the mouse, stroke the keyboard? aside from the paycheque, what else is fun at work? i don't ogle at male colleagues

dealing with so many numbers and figures makes me numb to my surroundings. imagine working with lifeless forms of human anguish-1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,0. it's just a cardinal sin to flirt with the numbers! oh, that's my profession apart from moonlighting as a venus fly trap in my secret garden.

eternal1969 47M
1634 posts
8/29/2005 10:16 am

Well there are a lot of interesting options for landtrips from where you are.... Penang, Langkawi, Kuantuan or even to shoot rapids in the Pahang river....

Girl, its up to your imagination and the will to leave your mundane life behind


georgina666 36F

8/30/2005 5:00 am

yes, there are a lot of options because we are blessed with such great geographical sites. i just need to make up my mind and off venus fly trap goes...up, up and away!


fwolfc 43M
519 posts
8/31/2005 2:46 pm

if i was you.....

In the great words of Joe Dirt

"you got to keep on keeping on"
"life is a garden....dig it!"


georgina666 36F

9/1/2005 3:42 am

dig and treasure you shall find


georgina666 36F

9/2/2005 3:21 am

redfcaffeine, if you don't look at what you find, how would you rate it as flesh or trash?


calistus14 34M

9/4/2005 7:32 pm

Err, sorry, thought the earlier 2 didn't go thru....


rm_TopsyTurvy69 52M
47 posts
9/7/2005 5:01 am

U'd look absolutely dishy in a bikini, if only u have de guts to get urself in2 1. Sorry 4 being MIA, i got de flu, bad 1. Other than dat, writer's block, as usual, once in a while. Miss u though.


georgina666 36F

9/7/2005 7:38 am

TopsyTurvy69,

do get well soon, we tumble and stumble, but i am sure you'll be up and about in no time.

cheers!


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