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Today is hopeful
Today is hopeful
This is one of those rare days of late when my mind is calm and my heart is light. Why , I have no idea, but that is the mood I woke up with, calm.
If anyone has been following these musings they will understnd why this is so rare and the writing is my way of dispelling the stress out into the world, thank you all for this place to bare what soul is left and vent the overwhelming emotions that sit on me each day.
Though I doubt anyone cares my father is doing so much better in this last week and the therapy is getting him stronger but he has a long way to go. This is a good thing for me as I still have a long way to go in getting his house cleaned up so he will be able to come home. He had not cleaned in 10 or 11 years and the task is monumental, what to throw what to save how do you store organize and clean, work all day clean for a few hours eat sleep and do it all again.
I will be away from the house for a few hours today to see a friend and do some work for them that they are not able to do for themselves but it is time away and I need some time away.
More than anything AdultFriendFinder has given me this place to unload some baggage and reading some of the other blogs I realize none of us is alone if we just open the door and look out at what the world has to offer.
Still would like to find one or more women who would like to enjoy the pleasures of the flesh with this old fart who still has the need and knows how to please. Where are you ladies? There has to be someone who needs a backrub or a foot massage, maybe a nice dinner and some hot sex I'm a good cook and a better lover, but you won't know that if we don't meet. This is why today is hopeful, I woke today feeling good mind clear and dick hard, not that last part does'nt happen often it's everday but this morning I need a women to tend this little prick, yes hopeful, I do not usually get this crass but more than a year without sex has me just a tad on edge and then to get some reminded me how much I enjoyed it how often I would like it and where I could fit it into my week. Once a week for 8 hours would work just fine with me, any takers? let me know I won't let you down and I may keep you up. Yes today is hopeful.