11/15/05 someday when...  

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11/15/2005 7:12 pm

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11/15/05 someday when...


This has been something of a different day in this oh so unusual year. I wake this morning and see the face of an angel. You need to understand that she did not appear to me but before me on a screen, this angel,who has captivated me for more than a week with crisp converstation and the warmth of someone who has lived life and not always been treated well by it.
How does one so plain and rough approach one so beautiful. Words would fail me as they have in the past, forever I have know what to say after they are gone. When I am able to compose my words, edit the content, think of the proper phrase or passage. Here I am fine.
This began some two weeks ago, read a profile and e-mailed, no picture but the profile struck something in me, looks were less important than honesty, everyone would like someone honest but we are human and this is one of the first virtues that get set aside. I am an honest person and try always to keep the word I give and the Spirits willing I will keep them all until the end.
We have e-mailed back and forth during this time and I had formed a mental image of this angel in my mind. Suddenly this morning I see her face by her handle and for the next few minutes I see this most stunning woman and realize she will never have time for so lowly a frog as I. I could fulfill her wish, but will never be seen through all of the others who will capture her attention. My image of her was based on our converstions thru e-mail and gut feeling that she had a beautiful mind and would like some one to challenge that and her body but be honest and caring at the same time.
Someday when I am remembering life I will remember her face and know the face of the angel I hope to see when last my eyes do close.

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