So I met someone and...  

funtoplay1973 44M
33 posts
1/18/2006 9:31 pm

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12/26/2006 6:31 pm

So I met someone and...


It has been awhile since I posted on here. Seems that is was really easy posting when things were going well, but it is WAY harder to post when it didn't work out.

We really clicked. In bed and out. But, as always. There was a problem. And so I made the difficult decision to move on. She "understands" but in reality, I know it isn't fair. But so be it.

We had a blast. And we both drove MANY miles. My poor old car logged way too many miles, but that was't it. Turns out there are some things I just can't compromise on.

SO. Just so everyone knows. I don't want to hurt anyone else. And I'm sure it hurt. I know it hurt me, but at least it was my decision to hurt myself.

The big no-no was a drug. I am OK with alchohol. I am OK with . BUT. That turns out to be it. In my soon to be 33 years on this earth, I've had more than my fair share of booze. I've experimented with 420. OK, only once, but I enjoyed it! I've seen just about everything else. In fact, I didn't think I was that judgemental. But it turns out I am.

I am pretty conflicted about it in fact.

And of course, no big smile. Tomorrow though. All bets are off. I reserve the right to begin blogging with a smile again tomorrow!

B

DesperateWife06 45F

1/26/2006 9:21 pm

awwwwwwwwwwwwww *hugs*


bregub64 52F

3/14/2006 3:42 am

Well if you were having such a great time, did you bother to discuss this issue with her? Maybe she was willing to "compromise", did you ask, or was this all about U?


funtoplay1973 44M
69 posts
3/21/2006 10:12 pm

Was this all about me? Hmmmm. Good question and no real answer. This wasn't as simple as that. I'm not saying she toked up on some Mary Jane here. This was Meth, and Meth isn't really a recreational drug in my opinion.

People got hurt... For that I'm sorry, but we both have kids and Meth isn't fair to either of us, or our kids....

Not an excuse, but that's how I feel...


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