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Well, to continue.....Lately I have found a lot lacking, seeems everything is getting boreing.
even the sex is lacking somehow. I need to spice it up a bit.
Mentally I have thought about gangbangs, Anal, groups, more than two, public, Problem being I want a lot more...My one true friend doesn't know about all these cravings and I do not want him to discover me involved in anything 'strange or unusual. I have kept my activities at a low key due to his influence.
Strange, isn't it...My husband stands behind me in everything I do, he says I must make what choices I make on my own. He does give advice but will not MAKE me do anything. But my decisions are based on what my friend MIGHT think. ( NO, I am NOT in love with him, WAAYYYYY too much baggage)
Sometimes I think I should just let loose and take the consequences when and IF he finds out, ( there is no IF, life dictates that he WILL find out)
Anyway, this is just ramblings, I WOULD like to try new things, but for now, I don't have the extra guy to "help"
5/31/2006 11:11 pm
As a 'True' friend that relationship needs to be treasured. True friends are so rare. |
Need to find a way to communicate where you seem to fear to go.
There are sooo many choices, all of which have their attractions.
Seems to me that as long as you are open, honest and communicate your feelings/desires you can't go wrong no matter how it turns out.
True friends stick with you thru all those tribulations.
Anyway, that's just the ramblings of an Old Geezer.