Slipping up....  

frogger1995 39F
4342 posts
12/29/2005 12:33 pm

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Slipping up....

Those of you who have been with me some time may know that several months ago I had a "break down" over what I had done the previous month...basically fucking my brains out...literally! I was with a different guy each night of the week. Luckily I came through it OK and as I promised God (many, many times), I would be a good girl from now on.

But temptation has got the best of me. Mr. HMMV contacted me a while ago on a purely platonic basis. Unfortunately it was at a point when I was feeling particularly frisky. Before I stopped seeing him that way he mentioned how he would like to do it on an overpass one day. He even showed me the one he wanted to do it over (a little remote one over the 10 fwy).When he contacted me I immediatlely responded that I would "totally do that with him if he still wanted to." Of course he did. No...we haven't done it yet, but for some reason the desire hasn't changed. Which means it will very likely happen. If anything it would be worthwhile because 1) IF he didn't give me anything the first (any many more) times he was with me then he is probably OK and 2) it would be cool just to say I did it.

Then Mr. Married contacted me, after we both vowed that we would not interact with each other for obvious reasons. He suggested lunch "with no strings." I happily agreed. I've never done anything with him, and very likely won't this time. But I'm pretty sure somewhere here I am going back on my word to you-know-who.

Things to be Happy About:

Time Off
Cleaning up...finally
1 inch buttons
Neon colors

silkysmoothlegs3 105F

12/29/2005 12:44 pm

desire is such a sexy word babes
love the body

frogger1995 39F

12/29/2005 1:03 pm

silkysmoothlegs3: isn't it though...perhaps why it's used as a name so much in the sex industry.

TalonDuddyTonks 47M
659 posts
12/29/2005 1:11 pm

Guess i need to drive up and down I10 a lot now.. lol

frogger1995 39F

12/29/2005 1:15 pm

NameIsRace: how did I know someone would say that

freshface27 40M
1 post
12/29/2005 1:24 pm

frogger, don't give up. If the big guy didn't want us to do it, he wouldn't have made it feel so good.

jakblack36 48M

12/29/2005 3:01 pm

I guess in a situation like this I should share my motto: "It's better to beg for forgiveness than ask for permission"

gnr8nrg 46M

12/29/2005 3:13 pm

I had a friend who was always happy to repeat with guy's she'd been with before, because it kept her numbers the same. Welcome back to the Lillypad Frogger.

frogger1995 39F

12/29/2005 5:58 pm

freshface27: Yes, but everything in moderation I'm sure.

jakblack36: lol...I would just prefer to beg for forgivenss without having an STD to go along with it

gnr8nrg: and 3) it would keep my numbers the same (thanks for reminding me of this one )

blue_1959 57M
71 posts
12/29/2005 6:24 pm

{color blue]First of all I don't think you can fuck too much. Was it the fucking or the associated relationships that set you off? Or just the old society morals thing, hope not.
But if you find good, stick with it. If you find a lot of good, great for you.
I just hope that "married's" wife is cool with it. That's an area I personlly have issues with...but I'm not judging you, just my limits, and I know nothing of that whole issue.
But again, go with what's good and enjoy. Best of luck to ya!{/color]

blue_1959 57M
71 posts
12/29/2005 6:25 pm

P.S.-On the overpass thing-Hell yeah, go for it...and post the pix!

frogger1995 39F

12/29/2005 8:29 pm

blue_1959: It's not how much I was how MANY I fucked. I was indeed a bad girl...obviously she doesn't know, which is why we stopped meeting originally.

blue_1959: I always do!

trustno01 55M  
2364 posts
12/29/2005 9:00 pm

Go for it!!! Nothing like doing what has been playing out in your mind. It will be even better than you thought it would.

singlequietone 67M
232 posts
12/29/2005 9:40 pm

Hi Frogger,
You go, girl!! Do what you want to do, and have fun doing it. I'm finally learning that myself. That Mr.HMMV is one extraordinarily
lucky guy, again!! I'd give a lot more than a pretty penny to experience what he has coming up. So glad to hear you are back here safely.-----Luv Ya------

KMA5 40M
771 posts
12/30/2005 4:52 am

The temptation to backslide on your word is a natural thing. The harder you try to forceyour belief to yourself, the bigger the vessel you will ride on the way back down the hill. I personally have been downgraded to tobaggon and it feels good. Just stay Frogger-ish and I'm sure you will be fine

...on the overpass, huh? hmmmm. No!! Think good thoughts

want2play926 45F

12/30/2005 8:47 am

I hope coming from another 'bad girl' this may bring you some comfort. I too fucked alot of guys in my younger years. I loved it all. Looking back, yes, it does bother me in certain ways. But Frogger, that is my past and that is where it stays. I have changed. I feel it was something that I grew out of. I did the counsler thing and it helped me deal with the past. But to this day I still struggle with wanting and needing sex as much as I do.

All I can really tell you is that you are not alone, look in your heart, talk with God, and email me if you ever want to chat. I am here for you!

Dirk98765 45M

12/30/2005 3:37 pm

I sure could use a sex "binge"..LOL Having a consience though tends to put a hamper on that...Enjoy Frogger and be safe!

frogger1995 39F

12/30/2005 3:42 pm

trustno01: I hope so...the weather at least is quite nice...that may be a factor.

russell226: That would be utter perfection...still looking

singlequietone: hmmmm

KMA5: What's wrong with the overpass?

want2play926: Thank you so much! really...thanks!

WildWon1982 34M

12/30/2005 3:43 pm

Being a good girl and having sexual fun are not mutually exclusive. From what you've told us about your career, morals, safety precautions and politics, you are a very good girl. Being good does not preclude some giggety-giggety goo.

talltx1969 47M
1 post
12/30/2005 8:47 pm

Do the overpass thing! I've done it on an overpass above I-10 before (could it be the same one he has in mind?) and it was exhilarating! After I told one of my buddies about it, he and his wife stop there on the way home from the Luling Watermelon Thump every year they go to the Thump. There's no ramp access to it so even though people WILL see you, they can't get to the bridge unless they're familiar with the area and even then it would take a long time to get there.

I'd be happy to show you the spot, cutie!

frogger1995 39F

12/31/2005 5:23 am

Dirk98765: Yeah...having a conscience always gets in the way of things.

WildWon1982: lol...i suppose so

talltx1969: I must be..we had to travel a ways to get there and it is just past this factory or warehouse...very secluded (except for the cars going by under it.

handymandan2006 46M
1 post
1/9/2006 8:28 pm

frogger , you are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fine !!!!

abdel333555 42M
1 post
1/30/2006 6:05 am


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