Is there a beacon I can use?  

frell1975 41M
18 posts
1/2/2006 8:30 pm

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Is there a beacon I can use?


With a trip to a fellow bloggers page, I got to thinking about soulmates and what the term means. It's really not just limited to a romantic relationship, though it is exceptionally fabulous if it does occur. Soulmates are those whose lives, time cannot touch. You can spend years apart and then pick up where you left off in conversation...you can confide with no prejudices...They are your connecting piece to life's puzzle. A good line I heard from an Alannis Morrisette song was, "I remembered you the moment I met you." To me, that is soulmate...the space filled that you didn't even know was empty.

Which brings me to ponder...will I ever find such a person for myself? I mean a true soulmate...one whom I complete as well? Most recently, I had what you could call a false alarm. I met someone who did fill me, or rather, temporarily satiate me (hindsight, right?)in that aspect. I felt as if I'd known her for years the day I met her. The problem was, though she claimed the same, she never truly meant it. I filled nothing for her, and in the long run, whether it was intentional or no, I was used. That false soulmate came into my empty space and took a little more for itself, leaving me a little more empty inside.

Back to my original question: Will I actually find a true soulmate? Can people go through life with never actually finding one? Is there a batsignal I can use to shine on the clouds to beckon my match or my friend...both? Or do you think that I'll be nothing but cattle...something for all souls to feed upon...leaving me with nothing left of my own? Some days, I do feel like I'm going to end up being some miserly old geezer... A modern day Scrooge, where I purposely run over peoples toes with my HoverRound Scooter and sneer at little children.

But...deep breath...stand tall...put a smile on my face, and face each day head-on! Damn...it is so very tough, sometimes...

Hello, rain, my friend...thank you for your cleansing tears...

And thank YOU for listening...

imBambi 58M/50F

1/2/2006 9:04 pm

Here's hoping that you find your soulmate in 2006!

Bambi


rm_jynxgurl 30F
209 posts
1/3/2006 5:00 pm

Of course you will find your soulmate!! jeez, everyone has multiple soulmates and everyone is connected to everyone by at least a sixth string (you know, you saw this person, who is the cousin of this person who walked by this person who is the son given up for adoption by this person who was the nieghbor of this person, who helped this stranger who was your grandfather) get it everything is connected by sixth contact, if you stay open and hoping then you will find at least one of your soulmates, its impossible not to!! ^_^


frell1975 41M

1/5/2006 6:42 am

Bambi: Thanks! I think hope has a better chance the more people you got rootin' for you!

Jynx: Not a bad idea! Definitely a good way to stay positive...but what if I find out that the sixth contact is always Kevin Bacon? And thank you for your kind words! I'm always happy to hear them!


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