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Time to see
Time to see
As the sun sets and the chill picks up in the air
I sit alone waiting and watching
Watching my breath steal away from me like a fog
Waiting for someone to come and take that breath away
Watching my heart descend into the darkness of me
Waiting for that sun to come and brighten it up
Watching as my life ticks on the clock
Waiting for the toll to sound that it is time
Time to stop the waiting, for he is right in front of me
Time to stop watching, for he has has been there for so long..so near...so full and so proud to be mine.
11/24/2005 2:03 pm
Do you cry for the "clock of life"? .. It matters not.. why..|
Your fellow goddess shared and I give you my reply.. Namaste
Joy enraptured me and I kissed him deeply, feeling his soft heat melt inside me; soft tears
rolled gently from my eyes.
TEARS.. THE TEARS... THE SOBBING...IT WAS ALMOST TOOO MUCH FOR ME.
THE LADY HAD APPROACHED ME AND ASKED ME TO SHARE TANTRA/ SACRED SEX WITH HER.. SHE WAS TO BE MY FIRST "STUDENT" AND ALSO ONE OF THE FIRST SINCE SEPARATION FROM MY WIFE OF MANY YEARS.. SHE HAD NEVER CRIED.. NOBODY HAD EVER CRIED!!
SO, THERE IT WAS, MY GODDESS CRYING UNCONTROLLED DURING AND AFTER OUR SACRED SEDERUNT..
I WAS NOT PREPARED FROM MY TANTRA SCHOOL FOR THIS. BUT, I WAS A BIT PREPARED FROM MY "SEX MAGICK" BOOK.. THE POWER OF RELEASE.. AND THE OUTCOME CANNOT BE PREPARED FOR AND ANTICIPATED.. I HAD TO REMEMBER THIS AS I HELD GODDESS IN THE SACRED CARESS.. HAD TO TELL MYSELF TO "LETGO".. IT WAS NOT ME SHE WAS CRYING FOR.. I HAD NOT CAUSED THESE TEARS.. SO LET IT GO.. LET IT FLOW..
SINCE THEN I HAVE LEARNED THE GREAT HONOR OF SHARING TEARS AT SUCH TIMES..
MY HEART HAS NOT YET BROKEN OPEN TO SPILL ITS CONTENTS OF EVER INCREASING TEARS..MY GURU HAS WARNED ME WELL THAT THESE TEARS MUST FLOW FREELY BEFORE I HAVE ANY CHANCE OF NIRVANA..