Soul searching  

freetime648 52F
7629 posts
2/2/2006 6:39 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Soul searching


There comes a time in everyone's life that they feel a bit worthless. That their excistence means nothing to anyone, especially themselves.

I sit here day in and day out and do nothing but what a normal housewife would do. But, a housewife is NOT who I portray myself as nor do I choose to be a housewife. I am a wife, yes, but that does not mean I need to be in the house taking care of everything in it on a daily basis. No offense to those ladies that ARE housewives....but it is NOT my thing. I am vibrant, excitable, ecstatic, adventerous, motivated and I am WORTH something. My feelings of worthlessness are just that....MY FEELINGS...no one has to tell me that I am or am not. I feel what I want to. Meaning in a nutshell, I am the controller of my being, no one else. If I feel that I am worthless, then I WILL be worthless. It is just the way it happens. Your mind will finally catch up to you and let you know your feelings are wrong. No one in this world is worthless....although some say different. Everyone has a purpose and a meaning to life. It is up to me and to yourselves to find your meaning and purpose. It may take forever to find but..when you go and meet ST. Peter at the gates of Heaven you can tell him exactly who you are and what you were in the world that you lived!

This is to all those who feel a bit worthless....and also to thank a very good friend of mine who decided I was WORTH the time and effort to give advice to.........Thanks!

And the pic I have with this post is the two biggest reasons I am WORTH something...that is my daughter and my POOT!


xx FREETIME648 xx


toothysmile 50M
16515 posts
2/2/2006 5:28 pm

my warmest smile for you...
and a bit more maybe... ...



rm_anacortes 74M
2850 posts
2/2/2006 5:13 pm

This is to all those who feel a bit worthless....and also to thank a very good friend of mine who decided I was WORTH the time and effort to give advice to.........Thanks!

SORRY, I TRY NOT TO GIVE ADVICE..

Anyway, I believe these moods will pass.... good luck!!!!!!!!!!!


brightblonde3 58F

2/2/2006 3:08 pm

Poot pic not 'propriate"?

Phooey and Pshaw, Passion.com!

bb3


Babel__Fish 45F

2/2/2006 10:45 am

It is the self worth that matters the most I think and like you have said, "I am the controller of my being, no one else." I wish that more poeple understood this concept like you do.

I leave your blog by *blowing* you a

And like you said nobody is worthless.

Babel


freetime648 52F

2/2/2006 9:17 am

Oooops, it seems they decided the Poot pic with my daughter was not appropriate ...so another time maybe........


xx FREETIME648 xx


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