I want to stop caring!!!  

freakyhippiegirl 34F
115 posts
8/27/2006 12:55 pm

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8/28/2006 4:16 pm

I want to stop caring!!!

Okay, it's been a while since I wrote. I apologise to all those addicted to my rantings. I just haven't been myself lately, and can't get over my funk. I want to go out so bad and meet people, but everytime I get the chance to, something comes up or I get sick, and then I have to stay home. Lately, I've not even tried to hook-up with anyone, because I don't want to be disappointed again, when the worse happens and I can't go out. Truely I think I need a day just for me. A day where I can go out by myself, no husband, no baby, no nobody. Maybe to go shopping, buy myself something nice, have lunch, maybe even get a cheap hotel room, just so I can lay in the bed and nap, and not have anyone bother me. I just want me time!!!! I'm tired of bending to everyones demands. So fuck the world, I'm only caring about me for this afternoon. That is until the baby wakes up, then it's back to being mommy again.


8/27/2006 1:30 pm

I hear ya!! And yes you do need to take time for yourself!!! Alone with no one to bother or disturbed you! Being a mommy is more than a full time job! Good luck and get yourself some well deserved R&R time.

Ps yes it is good to hear from ya. was getting worried about you not being here anymore!!

Play hard, play safe and play often!!!{=}

Passion247000 46F
3195 posts
8/27/2006 5:59 pm

...I know what you mean............

rm_1SuperHonkey 37M
11 posts
8/27/2006 7:54 pm

Well I hope things get better for ya. Just cheer up!

gmandave1964 52M

8/27/2006 8:40 pm

Hey! Glad to see you are still around and and to hear from ya. Hope that you get your day of R&R sometime soon and can get away from the world for a day. Then maybe you can get out of your fun and get out to meet some interesting people and have fun. First and foremost, take care of yourself. We will all just wait for your return. Hugs and kisses to ya.

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