frbnkslady 48F
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4/7/2006 3:37 pm

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4/9/2006 8:47 pm


How do you actually say good-bye?? Especially when you dream still. I know its in my best interest. I know there is no hope of anything, I doubt friendship either. ON his part, would gladly offer friendship only if thats all he wanted.
Been crying all day just about.. little things are setting me off. I feel like I have experienced a death. I dispise being this touchyweepyassedwhinnylittlebitch that I am today. I wish I could actually be totally angry at him. I am not even mad at him. Sad huh??? I think so too.
I told him all contact has to come from him, am done.
I wish walking away, I was able to forget but I can remember the feel of him, his hands, his kisses, caresses. His taste. And now I see his empty eyes.
I have SOOOO much love to give him.


teambear2 57M

4/9/2006 3:09 am

Damn T, did't even know where you were. You heard the saying ...If you love someone, set em free and if they come back it was meant to be. I think its so true. The best way to adapt to something lost is to improvise with something better and new. Love be with you.

frbnkslady replies on 4/9/2006 11:40 am:
TY Teamb, I know and I try to live by that saying. Sometimes its real hard. He has never promised me anything, there was no commitment, nothing. I just love him. It just happened. I cannot make it just go away, but I have walked away from him. I know there is nothing there for me. Never will be. T

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