WTH  

frbnkslady 48F
3442 posts
1/18/2006 10:22 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

WTH

I do believe I have the word "Bitch' tattooed on my forehead. I just cannot see it.
I date here and there.. no one in particular, no one exclusively... and I do not sleep with them......all. I have my friends only, my beni friend... and a few who I thought just might have been the one... One I LOVED and walked away from.. not that I do not think of him each and everyday... I just know I am not what he wants.. and its all of my doing anyways.. he made no promises, no nothing.. he just 'was'.
I just found out tonight that a man I was seeing last yr, we dated off and on for a yr.. is seeing someone else.. another I was seeing, beni friend, is getting back with his ex.. I wish him well.. but he not guts to call and tell me this himself. I have been up here for 3 yrs, dated a few.. and just about all of them are now married or attatched...one man I meet from here this past summer, really knocked me off my feet...is seeing someone else... I would just like for one man to have the balls to tell me what is sooooo fooking wrong with me... I have a sense of humour.. perverse though it is, I have a job, teeth, can hold a conversation... I have friends.. I am generous to a damn fault...I dont think I need a paper bag all the time.. just at 5am.. I can cook...read, write... I love being outdoors... I can change my oil and wash my own clothes... I can shoot...fish...I do not mind getting dirty.. I love camping.. I do not care if my hair will scare a damn bear after the first night... I do not need a curling iron with me.. ... sooooooooooo?????
And guys wonder why women have self esteem problems... geeezze. I have my cry all night long pity me partys.. not as many as just after my divorce.. but has taken a LONG time to get where I am now... I just have to learn how to be a Cunt. Maybe I won't hurt so bad...
Sucks when you KNOW you have sooooooo much love to give to someone and they don't want it. I feel like I could burst with it... and it has no where to go, no one to give it to. I do not want it to wither and dry. But I also do not want to become 'hard' from being hurt... Is it much too ask???


T





akfun2008 52M

3/4/2006 4:05 pm

Haven't meet you or chatted with you yet but from what i read you are a special woman with lots of friends,maybe one day i'll get up the nerve to meet you,if nothing else but to be another friend,i do love the warped sense of humor.


FlowsExertHairs 49M
16 posts
2/18/2006 9:12 pm

and damnit iv seen you at 5am theres no bag needed lol


FlowsExertHairs 49M
16 posts
2/18/2006 9:11 pm

T i know you for too damn long the word cunt isnt tattooedany wheres on you. your a very cool and beautyful lady. that i have had the privlage of call my best friend for a damn long time.we been thru hell and back together. keep that beauthfuy smile and warped humor of your and you will find the man of your dreams

love ya jim


rm_24funinAKnow 60M/45F

2/18/2006 2:40 pm

Lady, there is nothing wrong with you. It is the stupid men. You are cute sexy and fun to be around. I have always enjoyed being around you at MILF's parties. All I can say it is thier loss.


frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/21/2006 1:11 pm

AWWWWWWWWWWW, thank you LIxxers...its the payment of frosting that did it huh??? T

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LoveToLixxxxxxx 55M

1/21/2006 12:45 pm

Wow, you are the female version of me....I can't find anyone either. I guess it is our perverted and warped humor drives them away. Fuckem..lmfaoooooo Kissessssssssssssssssssssss. You are awesome T don't ever let anyone tell you any different.

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frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/20/2006 3:40 pm

OH, I have tons of love in those directions... No, I am not embarrassed... I want companionship...friendship, love, partnership.. with a man.. T

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rm_anacortes 74M
2850 posts
1/20/2006 12:36 pm

You have LOVE TO GIVE..

Yet, you do not see "someone" to receive it..

Well, have you thought of redirecting your love energy?? First,and best place to start is to have love sessions with YOURSELF..

Embarassed?.. if so, then you need double long love sessions..

How about; family, friends, animals, pet projects, music, exercise,
finding more blog friends and lovers... what do you think?


frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/20/2006 8:11 am

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Mr pASSion would help me if you were closer dammit..T

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pASSionwantd2 49M
1316 posts
1/20/2006 12:06 am

Hey ''T''...I will share this with you but keep it a secret-K!

There is this swinging site called AdultFriendFinder,and I think you could possibly hook-up with someone close by.....It guranteee's you
can hook-up with someone the same-day you join...So as a Friend
I beleive you should check it out ASAP...you never know.Good-Luck,you are soooooooo deserving of a GOOD-Man and alot of Happiness!!!!!!!!

P.S. I know ya' can shoot,and you know I'm just trying to Help,Right!LOL


frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/19/2006 9:07 pm

lol Q.. I am I am...just getting miners lung too.. these things on my chest aren't itts anymore... its infected lungs..
Thank you T

T




quirky1234 53F

1/19/2006 4:07 pm

you will find the right one for you, dear.. you are a great woman with alot to give.. you have to mine alot of coal to find a diamond.. keep looking.. quirky

~Q~


frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/19/2006 12:56 pm

LOL, I have noidea what hotel they booked for us.. No, I amnot a mall person... I need this break....BAD.....
I am tired of finding all the toads.... T

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frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/19/2006 8:28 am

thank you keith T

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frbnkslady 48F
6183 posts
1/19/2006 8:28 am

LOL, I will be down in Anchorage on the 3rd...
I will try.... I have learned to smile through the tears.. T

T




keithcancook 60M
17718 posts
1/19/2006 12:18 am

Jeeze, you sound perfect. What's not to love?

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