DRUNK  

fluffychic78 38M/38F
82 posts
5/20/2006 1:49 am

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8/26/2006 7:47 am

DRUNK

Ok those of you sweet people who religiously read my blog (lol - as if) know I am sort of a kooky gal. I like to go into detail about sexual exploits and bare my soul. WELL. I bet you would never guess that I have never been drunk before tonight. It is true - tonight I got drunk for the first time in my life. I am still very drunk to the point I cannot stand straight or walk well. But I am blogging. Here is why:

We went to our first swingers party tonight. We were prepared for many things. We brought Capt Morgan and Coke. I showered shaved and smelled great. The party was incredible. Strip poker, men sucking on women, almost everyone ending up in rooms...the works. Except I am a PRUDE. I was asked a few times to remove my shirt (we did not play strip poker or anything) so that the men could see my "lovely breasts". I could not bring myself to do it. The neurons that connected the thought (dammit fluffy take your fuckin shirt off) to the muscles WOULD NOT FIRE. I am so pissed. I could have had men (strange men no less) sucking and nibbling on my breasts. I wanted it. I needed it. And no. I am SO kicking myself.

So a very charming, sweet man I wanted to fuck (lol) said he was going to get me very drunk. I had already had 1/2 a bottle of Rum and he gave me another half bottle (different brand, stronger proof, bigger bottle...). It was delicious...and I got so drunk I could not see straight. And I STILL did not take off my shirt. I was about to when the charming man was taken away by a charming lady who sat on his lap for a while. She was very nice and I do not blame her for wanting him (damn he was fine).

Apparently my prudishness overcomes alcohol *sob*. I am so uninhibited online...why can I not be so cool in person? The next man who wants to see my breasts in public gets to (esp if it is that charming man...lol). God I wanted him and still...NO! lol...and the Mr would have been OK with it, which is why I am SO kicking myself so hard I cannot sleep. I am still very drunk and I want to go back in time and just flash people so i can get men all over me.

I am so drunk I can hardly type...but I WILL be at the next party and i WILL get my shirt off...and maybe the bra...i have to lose this self-consciousness...i wanna fuck someone...


col975 49M  
326 posts
5/20/2006 8:41 pm

Fluffy

When you feel comfortable you will do what you want to do. Dont do it before then because you might feel guilty and never do it again. I just want to see your topless (whoo hoo)


fluffychic78 38M/38F

5/21/2006 11:45 am

awwww...col thanks. LOL I tend to have a wall anyway and ruin many things I am dying to do - like when the Mr proposed to me. LOL I will tell you about it sometime. You will kick me as much as I kick myself. My only regrets are that I did not do something. I AM ready, and I know it, but I need to get past myself. Does that make sense?


ratman365 54M
6 posts
5/22/2006 12:39 pm

    Quoting fluffychic78:
    awwww...col thanks. LOL I tend to have a wall anyway and ruin many things I am dying to do - like when the Mr proposed to me. LOL I will tell you about it sometime. You will kick me as much as I kick myself. My only regrets are that I did not do something. I AM ready, and I know it, but I need to get past myself. Does that make sense?
mkes sense to me. When you're ready, you'll know it, and the walls will drop. Kinda like my first time with another guy. Had lots of chances in the past, but always balked. Then when the time was right, it just felt right. I was sooooo in love with him! I still remember him with love and fondness. My "first time" as it were.


fluffychic78 38M/38F

5/22/2006 5:14 pm

thanks, ratman! The thing is...I know i am ready. but i get flustered...


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