Split Personality  

firestarter665 42M/39F
3158 posts
2/9/2006 4:39 pm

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Split Personality

I have my every day life which consists of PTO meetings, bake sales, household chores, grocery shopping, playdates, and so much more.

Then I have my "night life" which consists of blogging here, talking with people from here, meeting people from here, and imagining what it would be like with someone from here on AdultFriendFinder.

I sometimes laugh to myself that someone who has such an ordinary life wants to lead an extrodinary one. I laugh at the fact that when people meet me they would never know what I do after hours or what kind of sexual activities I like.

I am sure that others think the same way "hehe they don't know who the real me is". I think I may be just babbling at this point, so I will leave you with a question.

Do you ever wonder if your life is almost two different worlds?

wert59 50M
2480 posts
2/10/2006 1:01 am

Yes i do sexy firestarter,, but then again i think we all do in some way or another dont you? we all meet a lot of people every day who have absolutly no idea what we do in our own time,,and why should they? theres a lot of sexual devients out there who wish they could express themselves with more confidence, but they shy away,just like we do sometimes in fear of rejection or abuse,,my work colleagues and i would say 90% of my close freinds have no idea what i get upto in my spare time and i have no interest in telling them,, i dont care who knows what i like sexually, but what they dont know cant hurt them,but more importantly firestarter what they dont know cant in turn hurt you!!sven the english chef xxxx
ps,, great picture,

nightnsa 48M  
415 posts
2/10/2006 6:49 am

actually i think we have many worlds as most of us are complex people..and our relationships with different people are different...for example...whenn i am at work I am a therapist..or i am "the boss" but at home i am a different person...and on here i can be the sex maniac that i truly am, that i have to hide in my normal day to day life...quite honestly all of this is the real me...

caressmewell 53F

2/10/2006 10:08 am

I'm really starting to wonder if anyone in the "real world" is real. Blogging and being online I have really be able to be "myself" and it's a freedom that I have really enjoyed. It seems that everyone is trying to be so PC that they are not allowed to be themselves. I'm probably babbling now..

I feel that I can be myself online but I have to tone it down in real life.

caressmewell 53F

2/10/2006 10:08 am

Thank you BTW, you left the 5000th comment on my blog!

sassybelle21 32F
13313 posts
2/10/2006 12:04 pm

I think my life is all the same real life or online. I'm always being myself. I don't like the idea of having split personalities because if I pretend to be somebody else online and then later I'm meeting with that person in real life, it would be hard to keep up with the contradiction or lies

firestarter665 42M/39F

2/10/2006 2:56 pm

wert, talldiscreet, night- I am glad that we all have some sort of double life. I guess it would be pretty silly for us to introduce ourselves " Hi, do you know me from AdultFriendFinder?" As far as being members on this site and having an everyday life, you have to have 2 worlds.

Caressmewell- It does stink that we have to hide some aspects of our lives from people that we see everyday. I am honored to be your 5000 comment!!

Sassy- I think that you may have misunderstood. I am myself here and in my everyday life. But if these 2 worlds collided, it would be a little awkward. What I meant was that my sexual life has to be seperate than my everyday life. Could you imagine me telling another mom from my son's school what my sexual interests are?

firestarter665 42M/39F

2/10/2006 2:57 pm

P.S. Sven the english chef and Talldiscreet- Thanks for the compliments on my photo!

45andus 45F
20 posts
2/10/2006 10:02 pm

all the time !!!

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