All By Myself  

firestarter665 42M/39F
3158 posts
3/28/2006 9:26 am

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3/30/2006 3:48 pm

All By Myself

The feelings of lonliness and being neglected are starting to bother me. Let's start off with the lonliness. Mr. Fire has been working some very long hours and I barley get to see him. I stay up late just to chat for a bit and to get sexual with him. My nights consit of sitting at home and waiting for him. To tell him about my day and to hear about his. This won't be an every night thing, it should just be for another couple of months but it is now taking a toll on me.

Being neglected is the worst. By all means this is not Mr. Fire neglecting me, it is my friends. With the long hours that Mr. Fire works I like to think that I can count on my friends to keep me company. Just to come over for a few drinks and chat. But no, everyone is too busy to spend some time with me. So much for helping a friend in need.

Emotions like these are difficult to cope with. It is not something sex can fix, although I won't decline it.

I just wish that I felt more loved by friends.

rm_cru1972 44M
4407 posts
3/28/2006 12:48 pm

Sorry to hear you are so lonely at nite, just remember I'm sure us here will all agree, You may not have the friends come over, But we are here for you

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
3/28/2006 1:10 pm

I feel for ya babe.

Last night I get home and try to talk to the wife and get the typical short answers. Doesn't ever want to go into detail 'bout things unless it's with our daughter. Get the same from the kid pretty much too.

To be fair, this time she was bugging about something and was probably to absorbed in it to want to have a conversation. But I find out about it later and still not much detail.

Have only a few friends and they aren't available all the time either.

And of course I don't even have the sex thing to look forward to.

OK, but this isn't about me. Is it?
Just empathizing.

There's always chat.
Do you Yahoo?

firestarter665 42M/39F

3/28/2006 3:13 pm

cru1972- Thank you. I needed to hear some kind words. Luv ya bunches!

Allsleeky 35F

3/28/2006 3:40 pm

I know how you feel. Mr.Sleeky travels for business all the time, and I spend most of my time alone! It really sucks sometimes!

sassybelle21 32F
13313 posts
3/28/2006 5:12 pm

You know I heart you If I was there, I would try to go over every night. Umm maybe not since I'm more than a handful

PassionKisses4Me 44F

3/28/2006 5:21 pm

Hugs and kisses sweetie...I so hate being lonely too....luv ya know how to reach me if you need me



firestarter665 42M/39F

3/28/2006 6:13 pm

Allsleeky- Thanks for letting me know I'm not the only one.

Sassy- I could handle the handful, it beats nothing at all. Luv ya!

rm_DarknStar 54F
2823 posts
3/28/2006 6:16 pm

Hey heres a *HUG*.......Hope you get feeling better!

I understand the friend thing. Thats why I turned to the internet! grin...Theres always someone here, that will listen!

firestarter665 replies on 3/29/2006 6:17 am:
That is exactly why I cam to the blogs. So many friends on here that I can always count on, like yourself.

firestarter665 42M/39F

3/28/2006 7:11 pm

Becky- Thanks. You know I love to get in touch with you no matter what.


3/28/2006 11:47 pm

Your better then me, I have no friends! none, nodda, zip, zilch! All I gots is you guys!

firestarter665 replies on 3/29/2006 6:17 am:
And that's all you need is us!!

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
3/29/2006 1:02 am

Hey! where'd my comment go from earlier?

All I did was mention a certain IM company and offer up some chat to wile away the hours until Mr Fire came home.

Guess I'll check my mail and see if the comment was rejected.
Maybe it just didn't stick. Happens every now and again.

firestarter665 replies on 3/29/2006 6:30 am:
That sounds nice. Thanks.

mycin62 54F

3/29/2006 10:57 am

I know what you mean. My husband is firefighter and works a rotating schedule and with my schedule in the hospital, we can go DAYS without even seing each other!!! But, we do try to make the time we spend together special. Only problem is, I'm horny all the time. Kind of like you in your new toys post, wear out the vibrator!!!

I find that when I'm bored and lonely, I'm on here reading blogs. I feel like I have a new community of friends.


firestarter665 replies on 3/29/2006 4:52 pm:
Well there is two things we have in common. I too, as you already know, come to the blogs when I need friends. Also, Mr. Fire is a volunteer firefighter. So I know what you go through there as well.

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