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finess2ubigboy 51F
19 posts
12/29/2005 9:53 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

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I've been in bed for 3days now. Fighting off this cough and fever. I've had to stop and think about my life, and how did I get to this point, unhappy, moody, hating everyday that I open my eyes. Wondering what happen to to me???
Where did that strong, hard working, stable, hard noise, strong will to live. GO^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
I've been to hell and back, some of the choices, are my fault, and some are not. There are times when life isn't easy, when you wonder where you'll find the strenth you need.

Where is that song that made my spirit and my walk in tune to happiness.
An innocence in me that could capture the aroma of anything sweet and fresh. I could hear the wind whistling as it went by.
all these simple things where have they gone.

Today I will put Flowers on his grave like I do every other week. I will set and tell you. about
my feeling and what is happening with the kids,and I wonder will you feel the pain in my heart. For a love that I have for someone. Like I once had with you.

I know if you were here, you would help me through this, I know you would say get up, it's not worth the pain the crying, you are strong you can do it, GET-UP LIVE< ONLY YOU CAN CHANGE YOU AND HOW YOU FEEL.{=} God bless your soul Terry{=}
Aug.09 1958 to Jan. 22-2005 My friend My ex- husband.


finess2ubigboy 51F

12/29/2005 10:02 am

I hate when I feel this way. So I will share some cute pix, my sister sent to me. I hope they will made you smile. It helped me.


papaking1940 76M

12/29/2005 4:04 pm

Everything works out for those who will allow it to happen. Every day is a new opportunity.


Latinomale2002 39M  
3 posts
1/1/2006 1:53 pm

I can't say that know what you are going through b/c I have never been through that...all I can say is that you have to live your life to the best of your know how in order to honor him. He would want you to meet new people and to be happy. Your happiness is still important to him and that will never change.

Of all the place to take advice...if you need someone to talk to...consider me an open door.


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