musings of a sexually peaking woman  

finelady4_44 56F
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3/9/2005 8:35 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

musings of a sexually peaking woman

The mystery in my life, is why at the young age of 44 I am so totally sex obsessed, and masterbating more then ever. I was so busy in my 20's and 30's raising children and making sure everyone else was happy, I dont think I was realized how unsatisfied I was sexually. Single again, kids grown, I wake up alone and reach for my vibrator automatically. I wake up moist and in need... and alone. Becoming single again after 22 years, dating has been bizarre. I simply am not wired to meet and fuck someone two hours later. To me, the sex is barely different then masturbating when I dont even know the man. Yet I cant seem to find a man that understands this, or the ones that do sadly seem to have erectile difficulty...no joke... I have been a magnet for men with EDS, whats up with that!So the cruel fate of life is, Im so horny all the time, and yet have no one to share it with. What a waste of all this passion and sensuality!


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